Am i mentally ill for wanting to be worshipped?

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

As you all know, never had any girlfriend, have very few friends and no one cares about me except my parents. I am a complete loner. I dont even want to feel loved. I want to be a god. I want to get worshipped. I wish it was possible to be a demigod. I want to rule over the universe where every living being look upon me as their savior. Is it possible?

 

[Zenis]

As you all know, never had any girlfriend, have very few friends and no one cares about me except my parents. I am a complete loner. I dont even want to feel loved. I want to be a god. I want to get worshipped. I wish it was possible to be a demigod. I want to rule over the universe where every living being look upon me as their savior. Is it possible?
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your alone because of this mindset unironcally, your narrcistic but not good looking enough to get away with it. so it leads to socially isolate yourself to protect yourself from possible negative reinforcment

 

[Avertion]

As you all know, never had any girlfriend, have very few friends and no one cares about me except my parents. I am a complete loner. I dont even want to feel loved. I want to be a god. I want to get worshipped. I wish it was possible to be a demigod. I want to rule over the universe where every living being look upon me as their savior. Is it possible?
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Autism or NPD, or both. Mirin it either way.

 

[laaltin]

Post your face

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

your alone because of this mindset unironcally, your narrcistic but not good looking enough to get away with it. so it leads to socially isolate yourself to protect yourself from possible negative reinforcment

Not narcissistic. I tried to blend in, tried to be nice but people pushed me away. Now i dont want love or companionship

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

Post your face

Naa I'm too ugly also curry

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

Autism or NPD, or both. Mirin it either way.

I'm in fact diagnosed with Autism

 

[Avertion]

I'm in fact diagnosed with Autism

Autism is comorbid as fuck, get tested for NPD.

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

I'm not a mental health professional, but I can offer some insights. Your feelings and desires may be related to underlying emotional needs, such as:

1. Lack of self-esteem and validation
2. Desire for control and power
3. Feelings of isolation and disconnection

It's essential to recognize that these feelings are not uncommon, especially in individuals who have experienced social isolation, rejection, or trauma.

Wanting to be worshipped or being a "god" might be a symbolic representation of your deep-seated desires for validation, respect, and connection. However, it's crucial to differentiate between fantasy and reality.

Regarding the possibility of becoming a "demigod" or ruling the universe, it's not feasible in the real world. However, you can explore healthy outlets for your desires, such as:

1. Creative expression (writing, art, music)
2. Leadership roles in communities or organizations
3. Personal development and self-improvement

I strongly encourage you to seek professional help from a licensed therapist or counselor. They can help you:

1. Identify underlying causes of your feelings
2. Develop coping strategies and emotional regulation techniques
3. Improve your self-esteem and confidence
4. Build healthier relationships and connections

Remember, it's okay to have complex emotions and desires. With proper support and guidance, you can work towards a more fulfilling and meaningful life.

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

Autism is comorbid as fuck, get tested for NPD.

Comorbid?

 

[Avertion]

Comorbid?

Usually has other things along with it, like personality disorders.

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

Usually has other things along with it, like personality disorders.

I have Adhd as well also somewhat ocd

 

[Zenis]

Not narcissistic. I tried to blend in, tried to be nice but people pushed me away. Now i dont want love or companionship

at what age

 

[piec]

at what age

zenis what is your ethnicity

 

[Zenis]

zenis what is your ethnicity

middle east

 

[mathis]

As you all know, never had any girlfriend, have very few friends and no one cares about me except my parents. I am a complete loner. I dont even want to feel loved. I want to be a god. I want to get worshipped. I wish it was possible to be a demigod. I want to rule over the universe where every living being look upon me as their savior. Is it possible?
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If you say that you are alone a god, someone which should be served, yes, you would be concidered mentally ill
If you say that you and your people are gods and should served on the other hand...

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

at what age

Late 20s

 

[Lingesan Periyaandi]

 

[KingOfCurrycels]

No you aren't