am i mentally ill?

[isis_Bleach]

im not just some normie who says i have depression and anxiety
those are all normal everyone has that
the shit i do makes me feel like my brain is mutated or had some weird surgery performed on it
the reason is i dont even know my motivations
if you are depressed you know its because u feel lazy simple shit
but i do things like killing the family cat and idek why

 

[Deleted member 17791]

you killed a cat?

 

[gymcel_retard]

that’s edgy as fuck

 

[isis_Bleach]

you killed a cat?

i would have but they took it away before i dropped a brick on its head
but i unironically think its because i wanted to do that because i was reading too many dark triad richard ramirez posts on this website im dead serious
but like i shouldnt be that impresionable

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

You spat on your cat because @Vermilioncore said it was dark triad innit

Yes.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

i would have but they took it away before i dropped a brick on its head
but i unironically think its because i wanted to do that because i was reading too many dark triad richard ramirez posts on this website im dead serious
but like i shouldnt be that impresionable

Oh no! I could never hurt a kitty! They're so cute and special.

I have killed a bird before, I was watching american psycho too much and watching gore. That stuff fucked me up, I don't watch it anymore.

 

[isis_Bleach]

You spat on your cat because @Vermilioncore said it was dark triad innit

Yes.

how can i cure my mental illness
at this point im just embracing it cause whatever disorder i have at least its not some cuck shit like anxiety or depression that makes me a bitch
but i think there is just an evil demon that possesed me, it makes me do random and evil shit for evil reasons beyond my understanding thats how it feels

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

how can i cure my mental illness
at this point im just embracing it cause whatever disorder i have at least its not some cuck shit like anxiety or depression that makes me a bitch
but i think there is just an evil demon that possesed me, it makes me do random and evil shit for evil reasons beyond my understanding thats how it feels

Saw a post about somebody seeing a demon in a cave as a child and having strange occurrences ever since. Maybe you are some kind of demon child sent from Satan himself.

Sorry I shouldn't be saying this after you got finished with a meth bender and are probably in emotional turmoil

 

[isis_Bleach]

Saw a post about somebody seeing a demon in a cave as a child and having strange occurrences ever since. Maybe you are some kind of demon child sent from Satan himself.

Sorry I shouldn't be saying this after you got finished with a meth bender and are probably in emotional turmoil

i saw slenderman out my window when i was 6

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

i saw slenderman out my window when i was 6

Real shit? Sounds like a figment of your imagination tbh

Anything else like that before?

I wanna try dmt and experience something otherworldly tbh. I did it once but kept throwing up cuz it was awful and I used a bong with oregano mixed in or some shit

 

[poopoohead]

im not just some normie who says i have depression and anxiety
those are all normal everyone has that
the shit i do makes me feel like my brain is mutated or had some weird surgery performed on it
the reason is i dont even know my motivations
if you are depressed you know its because u feel lazy simple shit
but i do things like killing the family cat and idek why

YOU NEED GOD

 

[isis_Bleach]

YOU NEED GOD

i cant just force myself to believe in him fgt

 

[poopoohead]

biblemax and pray demon boy

i cant just force myself to believe in him fgtb

 

[isis_Bleach]

Real shit? Sounds like a figment of your imagination tbh

Anything else like that before?

I wanna try dmt and experience something otherworldly tbh. I did it once but kept throwing up cuz it was awful and I used a bong with oregano mixed in or some shit

bro i would always go on muh ghost hunts a child but that shit was delusion as u said
at 14 i used to think schizo was a cool aesthetic i tried to brainwash myself into becoming a schizo. back then i was a bluepiller but iknow now that there is nothing sentimental about me i did dmt mushrooms etc and i didnt feel inspired bcuz there is no introspection inside of me just demons. all that happened is my teachers head got really big i ripped the dmt kart in class my boy

 

[isis_Bleach]

biblemax and pray demon boy

i read the bible and foids called it cool i got high on the validation