Am i miserable ?

[itsover_0123]

In life, I always do things because they’ll benefit me in the long run

At the gym, a woman couldn’t figure out how the machine work, so I deliberately helped her—because she was pretty, and I figured she’d think of me as a considerate person, which would probably leave a good impression for next time. What if she’d been ugly? I would never have looked at her; I would have pretended to be focused on my phone or my workout.


When someone needs help in general? I do it because it draws attention to me, or because I need validation


What's the point of doing something if you don't really get anything in return? Who seriously does that?

 

[IndecentEyes]

you just discovered basic human nature

 

[IQmaxxedCHAD]

better to help somebody than nobody

 

[itsover_0123]

you just discovered basic human nature

Do you do the same as me?

 

[itsover_0123]

The truth is, I also question myself because that means people are really just drawn to my aura or my looks.

People say I have a “high-trust” look (they didn't say it like that, but to summ), that I’m good-looking. Some people say hello to me on the street or smile at me even though I don’t know them.

At my gym, people are friendly toward me, and even though I don’t care about them, they come talk to me just because I looked at them. It’s pretty crazy considering I’ve had a “glow-up” and before it was the complete opposite—I feel like I have an invisible angel’s halo above my head. Having experienced the worst (being ugly) and now, I never want to be like I used to be again.

 

[buccalfatremoval]

you just discovered basic human nature

 

[ramuscel.]

I miss that kind of misery