Am i ND

[user20266741]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

 

[magneso]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

Tell your doctor not us

 

[YourLocalLMTN]

if you are not diagnosticated as neuro divergent then you are not, its not a thing abt personality

 

[wingriddenincel]

u might be autistic, js get a diagnose

 

[user20266741]

if you are not diagnosticated as neuro divergent then you are not, its not a thing abt personality

I havent been but my doctor once made me go to therapy to check if i had anxiety or something like that and i refused

 

[user20266741]

u might be autistic, js get a diagnose

I will then, thank you

 

[wingriddenincel]

I havent been but my doctor once made me go to therapy to check if i had anxiety or something like that and i refused

i did that a lot when i was a kid, the therapist told my mom that this is some kind of autistic behaviour and i was only 5 years old at that time lol

 

[Helvetier]

Tell your doctor not us

if you are not diagnosticated as neuro divergent then you are not, its not a thing abt personality

Muh nd because sometimes I feel akward

 

[user20266741]

i did that a lot when i was a kid, the therapist told my mom that this is some kind of autistic behaviour and i was only 5 years old at that time lol

Are you autistic rn?

 

[wingriddenincel]

Are you autistic rn?

ye i have asperger

 

[poreskin]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

js get a diagnose

 

[user20266741]

ye i have asperger

Do you feel like its had a positive and negative impact on your life

 

[wingriddenincel]

Do you feel like its had a positive and negative impact on your life

only negative, im awkward asf, i cant socialize, i dont have social skills, i live in my own delusions, and when i was in 1st grade i havent talked for days or weeks so its pretty fucked up

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

Cant really tell without a diagnosis, can be awkwardness/inexperience, though I find myself in a similar situation at public events like concerts or clubs. Especially sober. Especially sober. Especially sober.

Key to being NT = 1 shot too much. Although then people who know you for your retard self will discover you arent allat and expect you to be like that 24/7 then dump you after finding out its a special event.

Anyways yeah probably just inexperienced in social settings and thats bout it

 

[wingriddenincel]

Do you feel like its had a positive and negative impact on your life

the nd pill is brutal, the only thing u can do is masking and gatekeeping ur diagnose so people wont bully u with ts

 

[h4rtbrkr]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

most likely you are, ask a doctor tho

 

[user20266741]

the nd pill is brutal, the only thing u can do is masking and gatekeeping ur diagnose so people wont bully u with ts

Yea but latest today i was the only one out of 15 people to pass a course which is going to give me a decent raise and the only reason i was able to do that was because i was so extremely motivated and practiced for days and didnt do anything Else then practice and working out litterally. So if that is because of autism then maybe its possible to take some advantage of it.
Im definately getting checked tho.
Hope ur doing well bro

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

your on looksmax.org, your nd.

 

[user20266741]

Cant really tell without a diagnosis, can be awkwardness/inexperience, though I find myself in a similar situation at public events like concerts or clubs. Especially sober. Especially sober. Especially sober.

Key to being NT = 1 shot too much. Although then people who know you for your retard self will discover you arent allat and expect you to be like that 24/7 then dump you after finding out its a special event.

Anyways yeah probably just inexperienced in social settings and thats bout it

Yea but i cant really relate to be honest, but you might be right

 

[user20266741]

your on looksmax.org, your nd.

Lol

 

[wingriddenincel]

Yea but latest today i was the only one out of 15 people to pass a course which is going to give me a decent raise and the only reason i was able to do that was because i was so extremely motivated and practiced for days and didnt do anything Else then practice and working out litterally. So if that is because of autism then maybe its possible to take some advantage of it.
Im definately getting checked tho.
Hope ur doing well bro

yea, most ND people have high iq, and i think this is the only positive trait of being ND

 

[wingriddenincel]

your on looksmax.org, your nd.

its not that simple bruh

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

Yea but i cant really relate to be honest, but you might be right

Genuinely, stop caring.

Im awkward as shit aswell, overthinking almost everything I do, theres layers of thoughts in my head, but someone once told me something which for some reason stuck with me even though its pretty fucking simple. "Stop thinking and just do shit". Say something, do something idk. Most normies forget after 2 days anyways.

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

yea, most ND people have high iq, and i think this is the only positive trait of being ND

My dad was called into my school 2 days ago for misbehaviour, my headmaster and few other teachers were there, not because I bullied or whatever but because I had a "bad influence on my colleagues" calling me smart and in general intelligent, but that I'm extremely deceptive and manipulative. They told me I moreso ignite the class than actually cause any misbehaviour myself, and that I should instead use it to be a "role model" instead of making their life harder.

That being said, I do understand how genuine NPCs behave in social contexts, I cant act that way though. Getting hyped about some dude coming up on stage and cheering or whatever is fucking stupid.

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

My dad was called into my school 2 days ago for misbehaviour, my headmaster and few other teachers were there, not because I bullied or whatever but because I had a "bad influence on my colleagues" calling me smart and in general intelligent, but that I'm extremely deceptive and manipulative. They told me I moreso ignite the class than actually cause any misbehaviour myself, and that I should instead use it to be a "role model" instead of making their life harder.

That being said, I do understand how genuine NPCs behave in social contexts, I cant act that way though. Getting hyped about some dude coming up on stage and cheering or whatever is fucking stupid.

Now need some retard to tell me I'm larping and that I made all this up.

 

[wingriddenincel]

My dad was called into my school 2 days ago for misbehaviour, my headmaster and few other teachers were there, not because I bullied or whatever but because I had a "bad influence on my colleagues" calling me smart and in general intelligent, but that I'm extremely deceptive and manipulative. They told me I moreso ignite the class than actually cause any misbehaviour myself, and that I should instead use it to be a "role model" instead of making their life harder.

That being said, I do understand how genuine NPCs behave in social contexts, I cant act that way though. Getting hyped about some dude coming up on stage and cheering or whatever is fucking stupid.

yea dude i feel u, the whole educational system and the school community is pretty fucked up, id rather be homeschooled cuz i dont want to be around these retards tbh

 

[MTNndalex]

Ive lately really gotten into the thought that i might be ND, and i feel like that would explain my behavior up through the years. Im also doing very well for myself financially at 17 because of certain so i feel like there might have Come something good out of it.

I’ve never truly been understand by anyone especially not NT people, so just wanted some opinions.

If you don’t care don’t reply.

I am a very quiet person around most people, though not all. I am extremely focused on structured routines for things like eating, training, work, and learning.

I get extremely frustrated when I suddenly cannot follow my routines, such as when I am unable to exercise as planned. I tend to think in a way that feels very different from others.

When I give a fuck, I perform very well on all kinds of tests and I am highly motivated, focused on my goals, and enjoy working towards them.

Social situations are often confusing for me, and I feel unsure about what is normal or appropriate behavior. Because of this, I tend to be cautious, even though I am not shy. People often misunderstand me.
I have an intense dislike for being dependent on others and a strong desire to be self-sufficient.

I also find some sort of enjoyment by being around other ND people and feel like i relate a lot to ND people in general.

I can relate . Im 15 and last year i got dyslexia and the doctor told me to go check if i have autismen but i never did and know i start to release that im a lot different from others, i have special intrest and when im intresses in like super motivation like you . I often have a main intresset that i have for some years or longer and then i have small things i do for like a week or two like playing a game all day.

I also like to Connect with nd people but i talked about my nd intrest to my NT friend and thay all lauged at me but it some how made me happy

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

yea dude i feel u, the whole educational system and the school community is pretty fucked up, id rather be homeschooled cuz i dont want to be around these retards tbh

Other than my genuine inability to interact Im also extremely insecure to the point I dont have a pfp of myself anywhere, and my bitmoji on snap (I have snap to pass off as normal) doesnt even exist since I hate how it looks.

 

[wingriddenincel]

yea dude i feel u, the whole educational system and the school community is pretty fucked up, id rather be homeschooled cuz i dont want to be around these retards tbh

id rather just live in a cage for my whole life

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

I can relate . Im 15 and last year i got dyslexia and the doctor told me to go check if i have autismen but i never did and know i start to release that im a lot different from others, i have special intrest and when im intresses in like super motivation like you . I often have a main intresset that i have for some years or longer and then i have small things i do for like a week or two like playing a game all day.

I also like to Connect with nd people but i talked about my nd intrest to my NT friend and thay all lauged at me but it some how made me happy

"Just spell bro" brutal.

But yeah hyperfixation on something is probably a sign of it. Get it checked, I'd do it but I don't weant them to find something else. Family history of mental illness so.

 

[wingriddenincel]

Other than my genuine inability to interact Im also extremely insecure to the point I dont have a pfp of myself anywhere, and my bitmoji on snap (I have snap to pass off as normal) doesnt even exist since I hate how it looks.

js stay away from the normie things if ur feeling too insecure, and snapchat is for attention seeking NT people

 

[wingriddenincel]

"Just spell bro" brutal.

But yeah hyperfixation on something is probably a sign of it. Get it checked, I'd do it but I don't weant them to find something else. Family history of mental illness so.

what kind of mental illness? like personality disorder?

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

js stay away from the normie things if ur feeling too insecure, and snapchat is for attention seeking NT people

I mean I need some online presence. Being a total ghost will make me look like a total fucking outsider

 

[MTNndalex]

id rather just live in a cage for my whole life

Ya i agree i am bad at social situations and had really bad eczema to the point where i wasen’t abel to move my Beck or face and i still had to go to school with people looking at me with discu

"Just spell bro" brutal.

But yeah hyperfixation on something is probably a sign of it. Get it checked, I'd do it but I don't weant them to find something else. Family history of mental illness so.

ya but what is it going to change . Am i just going to learn how to larp nt

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

what kind of mental illness? like personality disorder?

That, alcoholism (2 grandfathers, 1 from my dad, 1 from my mom), and utter assholes/gaslighters/manipulators.

 

[UtterFailureAnd5'5]

Ya i agree i am bad at social situations and had really bad eczema to the point where i wasen’t abel to move my Beck or face and i still had to go to school with people looking at me with discu

ya but what is it going to change . Am i just going to learn how to larp nt

You just need to learn that yourself. See how they behave and imitate it.

I for one CANNOT hold eye contact at all. When speaking or spoken to my eyes drift constantly, and I talk to the side instead of directly looking at the other party. You have to kinda just pretend though.

 

[MTNndalex]

id rather just live in a cage for my whole life

Me to i was forced to school where i hade really bad eczema and i hate it people looked at me with disgust and asked if i had monkypox

 

[wingriddenincel]

I mean I need some online presence. Being a total ghost will make me look like a total fucking outsider

use instagram instead, as an autistic guy, i think sending streaks on snapchat is pointless except if u tryna seek attention, but im too ND for that lmao

 

[wingriddenincel]

Me to i was forced to school where i hade really bad eczema and i hate it people looked at me with disgust and asked if i had monkypox

why would ur parents force it?

 

[wingriddenincel]

That, alcoholism (2 grandfathers, 1 from my dad, 1 from my mom), and utter assholes/gaslighters/manipulators.

actually alcoholism comes from past traumas or loneliness/depression

 

[MTNndalex]

You just need to learn that yourself. See how they behave and imitate it.

I for one CANNOT hold eye contact at all. When speaking or spoken to my eyes drift constantly, and I talk to the side instead of directly looking at the other party. You have to kinda just pretend though.

Ya sad that the system says to be your Self but also say that there is somthing wrong with you

 

[MTNndalex]

why would ur parents force it?

Whant me to go to school and thay don’t think people care about my eczema

 

[user20266741]

I can relate . Im 15 and last year i got dyslexia and the doctor told me to go check if i have autismen but i never did and know i start to release that im a lot different from others, i have special intrest and when im intresses in like super motivation like you . I often have a main intresset that i have for some years or longer and then i have small things i do for like a week or two like playing a game all day.

I also like to Connect with nd people but i talked about my nd intrest to my NT friend and thay all lauged at me but it some how made me happy

Yea i was a lot like that when i was younger but the last years ive only been super into the gym, work, boxing, learning skills and other types of work that makes me money, at this point it feels like the best thing that had happened to me, and its paid off so well in every aspect.
I can truly relate to everything youre saying.
Good luck to you

 

[negativ_canthalshit]

its not that simple bruh

 

[sillybilly]

normies acting like autism makes you quirky, funny and super duper silly when it actually makes you a completely socially isolated loser

 

[user20266741]

normies acting like autism makes you quirky, funny and super duper silly when it actually makes you a completely socially isolated loser

Idk if you Are referring to me but if i have autism i think its helped me carreer wise but the opposite with my social life

 

[sillybilly]

Idk if you Are referring to me but if i have autism i think its helped me carreer wise but the opposite with my social life

u dont ur just larping cus ur boring asf

 

[user20266741]

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u dont ur just larping cus ur boring asf

Thats very wrong.
I dont reveal my identity on this account so what would i gain from pretending to be something im not?
Im simple looking for answers.
Autism takes weeks to Get diagnosed in my country so im trying to find out if i should Even do it

 

[sillybilly]

Thats very wrong.
I dont reveal my identity on this account so what would i gain from pretending to be something im not?
Im simple looking for answers.
Autism takes weeks to Get diagnosed in my country so im trying to find out if i should Even do it

get diagnosed ig
it's obvious ur not but go ahead lol