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chuzz4lyfe
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I’m struggling to find meaning in looksmaxing. I’m modeling and getting approached by women. I’ve been diagnosed with both ADHD (medicated) and multiple personality disorder (unmedicated). On the one hand I am insufferably Black-pilled. I won’t talk to anyone below htn in my own mind and girls constantly disgust me. This personality comes around for about a week every two months. On the other hand I’d like to think that I’m a good person. I’ve joined a frat and volunteer organization. I’ve got friends that hang out whenever. And I really enjoy talking to girls in a flirty sexual kind of way in public and in private. However as soon as a girl shows real sexual interest I start getting grossed out. I have libido and get aroused but I can’t seem to bring myself to actually have sex. Looking back this kind of makes me sound gay but I’m 100 percent confident that’s not the case. Anyone have similar experiences or advice on how to make myself feel actual pleasure in having a sexual experience?