Gengar’s Ghost
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Bhaijan there's a limit to being nice! But thank you for your nice words anyway even if I don't believe in them.That's good at least. Take that compliment with you, in your experienced backpack.
And in regards of looks, I forgot to mention. You're not ugly or bad looking to me. I think you look good. But what we men think is irrelevant when the opposite sex think otherwise. Like I said, you have no control over that.
Hope you are doing well. 
Tag his username.
I would have said it's a cope but recently, a teacher from university who was also my mentor teacher called me smart. 
Anyhow, well, I did study part-time but it was financed by my family, and not by myself. You see, I've been in this NEET system for too long that I am no longer capable to sleep on time and wake up on time in the long run. I was able to go to university part-time but I wouldn't have been able to work a job at the same time, it would just mentally and emotionally drain me to the point I would be back to square one: NEETing. I can only do one or the other. The goal was to get my degree and then work. However I've been having second thoughts since I was confronted with the reality of being a teacher. I lack the qualities that teachers ought to have, such as the drive to get the best out of their students which I lack because I am an easy-going person and also, in order to create and maintain proper classroom management, you need to be strict and I am incapable of being strict, instead I am the opposite and that causes students to walk all over you. They get out of control and you can't get them to be quiet. Finally, I am not a fan of socializing and these are all traits a successful teacher needs to have so I was on a road to failure from the beginning.