Am I the only one that grew out of their autism

[poreskin]

I still am but way way less,

And I’m not talking about social anxiety but legit autism like even if your confident you can’t understand people you can’t see the bigger picture your like a little kid

 

[ced_]

I still am but way way less,

And I’m not talking about social anxiety but legit autism like even if your confident you can’t understand people you can’t see the bigger picture your like a little kid

u learn to deal with it u cant rly get rid of it

 

[shortndricecel]

You learnt how to mask

 

[poreskin]

u learn to deal with it u cant rly get rid of it

Nah like I deadass had a huge mental growth spurt

I went from 4,2-7,2 mentally

 

[poreskin]

You learnt how to mask

Above

Like just iq and eq too

 

[mangotimer]

me two

 

[ced_]

Nah like I deadass had a huge mental growth spurt

I went from 4,2-7,2 mentally

im proud of u bro

 

[poreskin]

im proud of u bro

me two

You learnt how to mask

u learn to deal with it u cant rly get rid of it

It was so big that

I was so bored and lonely so I went to meet up with my actual autistic friend the first time in a year

And when I got home I deadass cried for 2 hours because I felt bad and I realized how dumb I was and how much I advanced and how bad he has it that he’ll never be fully conscious

Like a feeling of realization like lookup transgender from crystal castles sped(not about transgenderism at all just a beat)

But those kinda vibes

 

[poreskin]

It was so big that

I was so bored and lonely so I went to meet up with my actual autistic friend the first time in a year

And when I got home I deadass cried for 2 hours because I felt bad and I realized how dumb I was and how much I advanced and how bad he has it that he’ll never be fully conscious

Like a feeling of realization like lookup transgender from crystal castles sped(not about transgenderism at all just a beat)

But those kinda vibes

The scariest thing is to lack consciousness in your physical soul and body And the experiences you face

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

Autism, eq, emotional intelligence, neurotypical, neurodivergent, all just terms with no real basis. Everyone has the capacity to act normal by interacting with people, and if you were to go to China or Zimbabwe or papua new guinea you could act like they do, because every group of people is different and you have to learn how they behave

 

[WonkyChin186]

no u just werent nd

 

[Alexg_lover]

And I’m not talking about social anxiety but legit autism

Are you diagnosed?

 

[poreskin]

Autism, eq, emotional intelligence, neurotypical, neurodivergent, all just terms with no real basis. Everyone has the capacity to act normal by interacting with people, and if you were to go to China or Zimbabwe or papua new guinea you could act like they do, because every group of people is different and you have to learn how they behave

Are you diagnosed?

no u just werent nd

I wasn’t diagnosed recently but apparently I was diagnosed as a newborn because I didn’t clap at a birthday or sum shit

My mom said it’s bs but she could be coping

But yeah, IM DEFINETLY nd and something wrong with me

No normal 13-15 year old did the thing I did

 

[Alexg_lover]

I wasn’t diagnosed recently but apparently I was diagnosed as a newborn because I didn’t clap at a birthday or sum shit

My mom said it’s bs but she could be coping

But yeah, IM DEFINETLY nd and something wrong with me

No normal 13-15 year old did the thing I did

Well you can't be diagnosed as a newborn? Earliest age for diagnoses is like 18-24 months. If your mom said it's bs then who told you about the diagnosis? Or did your mom just disagree with the professionals? One can suffer from many diffrent mental illnesses without being autistic, or neurodivergent for that matter.

 

[6’7whitechad]

I still am but way way less,

And I’m not talking about social anxiety but legit autism like even if your confident you can’t understand people you can’t see the bigger picture your like a little kid

Same I did

 

[WonkyChin186]

I wasn’t diagnosed recently but apparently I was diagnosed as a newborn because I didn’t clap at a birthday or sum shit

My mom said it’s bs but she could be coping

But yeah, IM DEFINETLY nd and something wrong with me

No normal 13-15 year old did the thing I did

nd is microscopic differences in mannerisms that makes u uncanny and hateable

not being completely different to the other kids in interests etc, thats just goofy nigger shit upbringing

 

[SkinjobCatastrophe]

I wasn’t diagnosed recently but apparently I was diagnosed as a newborn because I didn’t clap at a birthday or sum shit

My mom said it’s bs but she could be coping

But yeah, IM DEFINETLY nd and something wrong with me

Why is it that, before these terms were invented, there were no diagnoses of any kind of autism or awkward atypical personality disorder? It's because it is a fabrication. To be awkward, or to be unusual, is not a disorder. It is just a regular personality trait. All people can learn to behave normally, when they are told that they have autism or that they are neurodivergent or whatever else it can be harmful because they become convinced they cannot be normal due to some genetic disorder.

 

[Acquiescence]

If ur neurochemistry is genetically fucked you can’t just “grow out of it”

U only learn to mask and cope better if at all

 

[poreskin]

nd is microscopic differences in mannerisms that makes u uncanny and hateable

not being completely different to the other kids in interests etc, thats just goofy nigger shit upbringing

Bro like yes it was subconscious and slow

And like little things like how I recorded thirst traps after losing weight and the coordinations for example

 

[WonkyChin186]

Bro like yes it was subconscious and slow

And like little things like how I recorded thirst traps after losing weight and the coordinations for example

anxiety

not ndness

 

[poreskin]

anxiety

not ndness

Well you can't be diagnosed as a newborn? Earliest age for diagnoses is like 18-24 months. If your mom said it's bs then who told you about the diagnosis? Or did your mom just disagree with the professionals? One can suffer from many diffrent mental illnesses without being autistic, or neurodivergent for that matter.

it was 2 or 3