Am I the only one that hasn’t ever had a real friend

[Deleted member 32379]

I’ve never been able to make friends and I’m too ugly for a girlfriend (wish I was gay). I’ve been an outcast my entire life and in high school I was one of those dudes that didn’t say a single word in any class. I’m so sick of this shit and I don’t know what my life will look like in the future. Even if I ascend, I still would never be able to make friends. It’s funny because I was somewhat talkative in elementary school. Got along with people but still didn’t have any friends. Fast forward to college and my life is a fuckin joke and has gone downhill ever since 7th grade. I’m one of gods test dummies to see how a subhuman in every aspect performs in life. Maybe he thought that they would cancel each other out or maybe he decided it would be funny to give a human my genetics. I hope that my next life is normal

 

[CoreSchizo]

Take medication and go to therapy

 

[Deleted member 32379]

Take medication and go to therapy

Fuck man good therapists are almost impossible to find

 

[shieldzz]

take mdma and pregablin

 

[CoreSchizo]

Fuck man good therapists are almost impossible to find

It took me a while to find a good one. She is just very expensive, and a ton of psychiatrists have messed up my medication. But I recently found one, and I feel so much better. You have to make sure they are treating your disorder, not just the symptoms, so find someone with that mindset.

 

[Deleted member 32379]

take mdma and pregablin

For what

 

[Deleted member 32379]

It took me a while to find a good one. She is just very expensive, and a ton of psychiatrists have messed up my medication. But I recently found one, and I feel so much better. You have to make sure they are treating your disorder, not just the symptoms, so find someone with that mindset.

Idk what disorder I have though man

 

[shieldzz]

For what

low inhib

 

[CoreSchizo]

Idk what disorder I have though man

That's why you have to get diagnosed

 

[Deleted member 32379]

low inhib

Fuck man I’ve never felt low inhib ever in my life. Might have to try

 

[glizzygnasher68]

I had friends I knew for 8+ years and within a week of high school ending we basically ceased all contact

 

[Deleted member 78221]

It took me a while to find a good one. She is just very expensive, and a ton of psychiatrists have messed up my medication. But I recently found one, and I feel so much better. You have to make sure they are treating your disorder, not just the symptoms, so find someone with that mindset.

did they give you any medication? also which ones? i tried and they were only making me talk about stupid shit and didn't give me any medication

 

[CoreSchizo]

did they give you any medication? also which ones? i tried and they were only making me talk about stupid shit and didn't give me any medication

I have been on many different medications. The ones I’m taking right now are:

- Lamotrigine 300mg
- Vyvanse 30mg
- Symbyax 20mg

 

[Deleted member 78221]

I have been on many different medications. The ones I’m taking right now are:

- Lamotrigine 300mg
- Vyvanse 30mg
- Symbyax 20mg

Did you have to get diagnosed before they gave it to you? And how do they know what you need exactly, I don't think just telling them you're depressed or something works

 

[Deleted member 46941]

It's okay, friends end anyways, all of them do

 

[Deleted member 21147]

I had friends I knew for 8+ years and within a week of high school ending we basically ceased all contact

Circumstance friends are the worst.

 

[FascisstChad]

No me too, the closest I ever got was some guys from a few years back but over time we drifted apart. Although their was one based guy at a job I worked at but I don’t work their anymore.

 

[Tabula Rasa]

I have had a similar life experience to yours

 

[Deleted member 82753]

I’ve never been able to make friends and I’m too ugly for a girlfriend (wish I was gay). I’ve been an outcast my entire life and in high school I was one of those dudes that didn’t say a single word in any class. I’m so sick of this shit and I don’t know what my life will look like in the future. Even if I ascend, I still would never be able to make friends. It’s funny because I was somewhat talkative in elementary school. Got along with people but still didn’t have any friends. Fast forward to college and my life is a fuckin joke and has gone downhill ever since 7th grade. I’m one of gods test dummies to see how a subhuman in every aspect performs in life. Maybe he thought that they would cancel each other out or maybe he decided it would be funny to give a human my genetics. I hope that my next life is normal

when God chose a king, He told Samuel that the person's looks do not matter. I look upon the heart.