carrotpiller
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It’s been 3 weeks since summer started and I literally haven’t left the house a single time apart to get food, and even then it’s rushed, so I don’t get weird looks or feel any more anxious than I already do. It seems that the majority of my friends make excuses to not hang out with me like- “My dirtbike is broken”, “Sorry busy fixing the my car”, “Can’t I’m working now” and then proceed to post instagram photos of them at the beach with somebody else and some don’t even invite me and I’m too scared to ask in fear of being looked down upon because my supermoto is slower than theirs. Also a girl I was talking to gives me the cold shoulder and never texts first only sends me tiktoks and keep the snap streak going, and I’m the only one trying by asking her how is her day or something like that and she replies coldly and proceeds to ask how was your day and my obvious reply is- “Oh nothing tbh” because I don’t do anything nor go outside. I’m 5’11-6’0, ginger and maybe HLTN maybe even LMTN if I tidy and groom myself so it can’t really my looks, even tho being ginger has caused a lot of hardships in life I learned to dealt with it. If you’ve read till now thank you and I hope to see a reply.
