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I'm sorry
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I just recieved the news 10 minutes ago and I really can't describe how I'm feeling right now, I haven't cried in almost a year but now I couldn't help but tear up as I reminesce about the good experiences I had with this guy during school, he was one of my closest friends in middle and high school. Throughout my school life I was considered an outcast because of my short stature and autism, he was one of the few people who were kind to me and wanted to be my friend. We were both incel losers so we were able to relate to each other, I believe he had aspergers because he was really socially awkward, though he was more liked than me because he was a really academically smart kid who helped everyone with schoolwork and exams. About 8 or 7 months ago before he died he called me and told me that he wanted to meet me and vented to me about how lonely he was feeling after he got into college, I told him that I will meet up with him soon but then I ignored him. After that he kept calling me again for days but I Ignored him again. I didn't want to hangout or meet anyone at that time because I am autistic. Now that I found he died I feel guilty. Man this dude was a really genuine and pure person, and I regret that I treated him like shit when he needed me.