ASTRO_YSD
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I was bored so wrote this shi
I was a fat bed rotting ugly person
ugly, and playing Multicraft alone on my own server. I was just waiting for a "spawn" to happen in real life. I used to tell everyone I was a "Sigma Male" who didn't need a GF. It was a dumb mindset. Then, she joined my server.
AFTER THAT
We talked for months, which turned into years. She wasn't just a player; she became the reason I logged in. I did everything to impress her. I was "Simp-maxxing" for 3 years because I didn't know any better. When I finally confessed, the "Brutal" reality hit:
"I didn't expect that... I have a crush on someone else."
THEN
My heart was breaking, so I acted weird. I sought attention. I was "Low-Inhib" in the wrong way. We moved to Discord, swapped pictures, and that’s when the "Looks-Hierarchy" kicked in. Once she saw my face, the connection faded. The replies got slower, and then... The Block.
THEN
That night was "Over." I cried until I couldn't breathe. I bowed down and prayed to God for her—she was the first person I ever mentioned in my prayers. I realized the truth: She blocked me because I was ugly. I didn't become a "Hate-cel." I discovered Looksmaxxing. I started trying to fix my life to be "worthy." I even ignored other girls for months because of her. But eventually, I realized the ultimate truth: It’s better to move on. I still respect her. She shattered my fake "Sigma" ego and turned me into a guy who understands the value of bones and looks.
I was a fat bed rotting ugly person
ugly, and playing Multicraft alone on my own server. I was just waiting for a "spawn" to happen in real life. I used to tell everyone I was a "Sigma Male" who didn't need a GF. It was a dumb mindset. Then, she joined my server.
AFTER THAT
We talked for months, which turned into years. She wasn't just a player; she became the reason I logged in. I did everything to impress her. I was "Simp-maxxing" for 3 years because I didn't know any better. When I finally confessed, the "Brutal" reality hit:
"I didn't expect that... I have a crush on someone else."
THEN
My heart was breaking, so I acted weird. I sought attention. I was "Low-Inhib" in the wrong way. We moved to Discord, swapped pictures, and that’s when the "Looks-Hierarchy" kicked in. Once she saw my face, the connection faded. The replies got slower, and then... The Block.
THEN
That night was "Over." I cried until I couldn't breathe. I bowed down and prayed to God for her—she was the first person I ever mentioned in my prayers. I realized the truth: She blocked me because I was ugly. I didn't become a "Hate-cel." I discovered Looksmaxxing. I started trying to fix my life to be "worthy." I even ignored other girls for months because of her. But eventually, I realized the ultimate truth: It’s better to move on. I still respect her. She shattered my fake "Sigma" ego and turned me into a guy who understands the value of bones and looks.
