another day another dollar

[turkproducer]

just heading back from a date after a day of work

it went okay but you know you can sense when shes just not feeling you that much; or she plays “hard to get” for you because you’re not tall or good looking

it indeed hurts a lot. i am simply at the best case scenario “acceptable” to women. they think it’s okay to make subtle comments that downplay your ego

truly another day without my surgeries is pretty much hell but what can i do other than work towards getting them...

 

[Deleted member 4645]

You should've just smiled more bro, works for me!

 

[turkproducer]

You should've just smiled more bro, works for me!

haha i wish i had the mood to laugh and bark back an autistic joke

but right now i think it’s just time to spark one up and have a drink and think lol

 

[Deleted member 4645]

haha i wish i had the mood to laugh and bark back an autistic joke

but right now i think it’s just time to spark one up and have a drink and think lol

Damn I'm sorry, I couldn't tell you were feeling THAT down by reading your first post.

Keep on saving money brudda, you'll get your revenge one day or the other.

 

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[turkproducer]

Damn I'm sorry, I couldn't tell you were feeling THAT down by reading your first post.

Keep on saving money brudda, you'll get your revenge one day or the other.

the truth is i just hate how much i need to do in this life

was me having a traumatic childhood not enough, i was homeless on top of so much other shit

i am simply waiting for the day with 1+ million net worth, dripped out and all my surgeries. i must have the final laugh or i will shoot myself

 

[Deleted member 4645]

the truth is i just hate how much i need to do in this life

was me having a traumatic childhood not enough, i was homeless on top of so much other shit

i am simply waiting for the day with 1+ million net worth, dripped out and all my surgeries. i must have the final laugh or i will shoot myself

Indeed, life is 10 time tougher for the average man, but nothing you can do about it really.

At least you exactly know what you need to ascend. Now it's a matter of patiently coping while saving money, you're on the right path.

 

[turkproducer]

Indeed, life is 10 time tougher for the average man, but nothing you can do about it really.

At least you exactly know what you need to ascend. Now it's a matter of patiently coping while saving money, you're on the right path.

my biggest fear is that one day i wake up and i have succeeded but i also realise how much i missed out

the truth is my goal is to ascend by 25, but that doesn’t make up for the years before it. my ascension is a joke as it doesn’t fix the damage

 

[Deleted member 4645]

my biggest fear is that one day i wake up and i have succeeded but i also realise how much i missed out

the truth is my goal is to ascend by 25, but that doesn’t make up for the years before it. my ascension is a joke as it doesn’t fix the damage

You'll have all the time to worry about that once you ascend tbh. Maybe you'll see things differently by then, you never know.