Another day, another humiliation

[InnerVoid]

I had a presentation today and I just made a fool out of myself yet another time. I always get a panic attack when i have to present, i just cant seem to do it confidently anymore.

I was looking at the girls that were looking at me, and their expression was something between being utterly purplexed and utterly cringing at me. I dont even wanna know want to know what they think of about me, probably a freak show in their eyes. Dont think its hard for them to tell im a broken loser.

I cant even stand being in the same room with these people, they rly hate me. Being around them just spikes my cortisol, i dont have any friends there at all. And the more i improve in academics, the stranger i seem to get.

 

[KermitFace]

Damn, you know you often make it out worse in your head then it is. They probably didn't think that and if they did then who cares? I say fuck them. Don't give a shit about them and you'll be better.

 

[InnerVoid]

Damn, you know you often make it out worse in your head then it is. They probably didn't think that and if they did then who cares? I say fuck them. Don't give a shit about them and you'll be better.

i dont like myself when i do these presentations. unfortunately, i spend most time by myself so i have hard time when im around people especially during presentations. even the teachers cringe.

 

[raumDEuter]

i dont like myself when i do these presentations. unfortunately, i spend most time by myself so i have hard time when im around people especially during presentations. even the teachers cringe.

i funnily dont have any problems with presentations and such, cause it's a task that is given by a higher authority and everyone needs to do it - its like a job and you can put as much effort in it as you want. Try to imagine it that way, maybe it helps idk. Smalltalk on the other end is completely impossible for me -I am always worried about coming off pretentious and unaware, but this changes when doing "work".

 

[InnerVoid]

i funnily dont have any problems with presentations and such, cause it's a task that is given by a higher authority and everyone needs to do it - its like a job and you can put as much effort in it as you wan

its hard when your life depends on it

 

[Deleted member 64865]

damn man,what grade u in?

 

[SoundnVision]

Sorry to hear that fella

 

[InnerVoid]

damn man,what grade u in?

phd

 

[Deleted member 64865]

phd

nigga i thought u we’re in hs

 

[Manletmachine]

Why won’t you post your ripped physique buddy?

 

[CarrotMaxxer]

bro wtf i thought u were in hs i was gonna say "same"
ur getting ur fucking phd
why do you even care what they think?

I would just pretend they didnt exist and I was just presenting to my teacher

 

[hopecel]

I had a presentation today and I just made a fool out of myself yet another time. I always get a panic attack when i have to present, i just cant seem to do it confidently anymore.

I was looking at the girls that were looking at me, and their expression was something between being utterly purplexed and utterly cringing at me. I dont even wanna know want to know what they think of about me, probably a freak show in their eyes. Dont think its hard for them to tell im a broken loser.

I cant even stand being in the same room with these people, they rly hate me. Being around them just spikes my cortisol, i dont have any friends there at all. And the more i improve in academics, the stranger i seem to get.

well I feel the same about presenting that's why I refuse to present anything in uni lmfao

they already see us as losers so why would we show even more of our loserdom?

 

[InnerVoid]

why do you even care what they think?

because im too sensitive ig

 

[InnerVoid]

well I feel the same about presenting that's why I refuse to present anything in uni lmfao

they already see us as losers so why would we show even more of our loserdom?

its so over for us

 

[hopecel]

its so over for us

never began

 

[shieldzz]

kys

 

[KermitFace]

i dont like myself when i do these presentations. unfortunately, i spend most time by myself so i have hard time when im around people especially during presentations. even the teachers cringe.

Almost everyone is nervous during presentations, but as you say. Some get more nervous then others. And it's sad to hear that you spend most of your time alone. Is there a reason why that you are aware of?

 

[Klasik01]

PhD but no job? At this point in your life studying = cope.

 

[edodalic29]

lmaooooooo bro just dont even show up for presentation classes , i skip that shit or get drunk before i go up there

 

[Veganist]

Never happened

 

[darktriadprince]

no one cares as much as you do dw

 

[emeraldglass]

Here, have some energy with this epic tune from Mesomedes of Crete made in 200AD. And while you're at it, think about your Greek ancestors who fought for you to still be alive today.

 

[InnerVoid]

Almost everyone is nervous during presentations, but as you say. Some get more nervous then others. And it's sad to hear that you spend most of your time alone. Is there a reason why that you are aware of?

its cuz m ugly

 

[InnerVoid]

no one cares as much as you do dw

my reputation+grades are descending as we speak

 

[KermitFace]

its cuz m ugly

I don't think that's why. Most guys don't care about looks when it's about friends. That's kinda gay tbh if anyone does care.

 

[i_love_roosters]

Life is tough bhai, I did not read a single molecule of what you wrote but I hope it gets better for you

 

[InnerVoid]

Most guys don't care about looks when it's about friends. That's kinda gay tbh if anyone does care.

cope

 

[KermitFace]

cope

It’s true tho. As long as you’re not severely deformed no one will care.