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The topic of suicide is one of the disgustingly romanticized pieces shown in media in the world, overtime this has made it so suicide is viewed as a global "exit" button, a way out when you have nowhere to go. However this is very far from the truth, filmmakers themselves often depict suicide very wrongly for 2 main reasons, 1 because they're seeking to capture the emotion behind the action, and 2 because they have no general idea of bodily anatomy and responses.
A very common shared statement and experience from people who have survived things like jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge in an attempt to end their life is instant regret, nearly 100% of survivors state that the moment they jumped they "immediately felt like every single problem in their life was fixable." This is a shared, universal experience by all suicide survivors. This is something you will feel no matter what the second you jump because the depressive brain fog immediately disappears without a trace and is replaced by your hyper-aware conscious, which doesn't want to die.
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THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & SUICIDE METHODS
Let's get into the biggest and most important statistic you will see in this entire thread:
96% of all suicide attempts fail. - according to nearly all major studies done on it.
The hollywood-ized idea of suicide is that it's a quick, emotional, clean, and a guaranteed escape. It's been romanticized so much to the point of where some of the majority believes suicide is an "honorable act." The reality could not be further from the truth. You are not meant to die, you are not meant to go through any traumatic physical event that could result in death either, all successful suicides (and unsuccessful suicides) go through a gruesome, painful, struggling, sweaty feat of effort and extreme pain that is so horrific that the biggest risk of suicide (and this is not ironic) isn't even the risk of ending your life, it's the significantly larger (25x higher chance) that you will end up with a permanent, agonizing disability. The 25x number isn't a hyperbole, for every 1 person that succeeds in a suicide, there are 25 people that end up with an extremely painful, lifelong disability.
Here are the most common ones:
Doesn't seem so cute and emotional now does it? That's because it isn't. Have you ever been gambling? Think of a heads or tails that you have bet everything on that you have approximately a 2500% chance higher to lose than win, you wouldn't bet on it would you? Well that's what you are betting when you attempt to end your life. Not to mention there is no gain either, you either go into complete darkness and cease to exist (meaning you never reach "peace," your last act and memory will be your body writhing in extreme pain as you succumb to your actions which will also be extremely painful on your conscious) or according to every single major religion in the world, you go to hellfire and burn for eternity, which is a fair bit worse than any recession or life issues you may have.
The information given above wasn't enough, let's go through the top 10 most common methods of suicide and see whether or not ANY of them cater to your needs.
The methods above are the NICEST methods, as you can clearly see, no easy way out, because there isn't supposed to be. You are never meant to end your life.
Research suggests that the "brain fog" that clouds judgement during suicidal thoughts is capable of lowering the affected person's IQ by over 30 points. This means that for 99% of people who feel suicidal thoughts, they feel and make them in a state that would regularly be considered mentally disabled. There is also narrowing of perception, suicide becomes the only reasonable thought and you don't consider any alternatives even when they are thrown at you. Low serotonin and high cortisol levels during these periods can impair the brain's ability to regulate emotions, making a temporary "storm" feel like a permanent "climate."
Well that's what research says, but what do the survivors say? Well..
Over 90% of people who have attempted suicide once do not end up dying from suicide.
Total recoveries and complete shutdown of any suicidal ideas are extremely common within people who have attempted to end their life.
Would you take steroid advice from a redditor who's never taken steroids? No right? Because they don't know what they're talking about, so why would you ignore the people that have actually tried to kill themselves, who are telling you that it isn't what it seems and you shouldn't do it, and listen to normies/NDcels who haven't touched a pill in their life about their cynical and nihilistic beliefs about suicide and why it's so awesome and the way out of a "miserable existence."
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It is never over. Let's get into it.
Some of the most successful and known people on Earth found their success after surviving a suicide attempt, it would've happened anyway, but if they succeeded in ending their life, they wouldn't have found it.
Sure these are rarer than the average scenario, so what does the average joe who survives his suicide attempt end up at?
According to all reported studies, 90 - 94% of survivors end up living extremely fulfilling lives, a large majority (80 - 90%) end up getting married, and dying of old age or natural causes. 40% of these people end up successful and achieving total mental happiness. 100% of these people wish they didn't attempt and never attempt again.
Personal Testimony
Sure these are statistics, but what about some actual testimony? Look no further than yours truly. I survived an attempt to end my life 4 years ago utilizing a sodium nitrite suicide kit. Here are a few of the achievements I've made since then.
- Months after my suicide attempt, met my current girlfriend who I've LTRed and is amazing, I will marry this woman.
- Stopped 6 suicide attempts
- Ascended hard (Borderline LHTN currently)
- Expanded my social circle by a lot and made a large amount of new friends
- Became much lower inhib
- Became much more NT
- Attained an actual social status, no longer viewed as an outcast or a weirdo
- Been able to help recover dozens of teenagers from suicidal/depressed status and help them get better
- Lost my hatred for people
- Gained mental peace and clarity
- Became consistently happy which is increasing day by day
And so much more that I can't remember right now!
Still Not Convinced?
Here's 200 reasons why you should live (via @IOS, my old 1049 reasons why you should live thread got deleted.)
1. your family
2. your friends
3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something
4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment
5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes
6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes
7. the feeling you get when your room is tidy
8. the feeling you get when you're laughing hesterically.
9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend
10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile
11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.
12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.
13. you’ve never been to disney world.
14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.
15. you’ve never swam in a lake.
16. you’ve never met your idol.
17. you haven’t gotten married.
18. you’ve never decorated your own house.
19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.
20. you haven’t learnt to drive.
21. there is music you haven’t listen too.
22. you have so many more people to meet.
23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.
24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.
25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.
26. you would have been the best mom or dad.
27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.
28. your friends would suffer.
29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.
30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.
31. someone loves you.
32. you are not alone.
33. i’m here for you.
34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.
35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.
36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.
38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.
39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.
40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.
41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
42. finding your person.
43. really soft pillows.
44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.
45. you’ve never danced in the rain.
46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.
47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.
48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.
49. your friends would blame themselves.
50. your mom's smile.
51. your best friend's laugh.
52. your sister would lose her best friend.
53. your cousins that look up to you.
54. hot chocolate on cold days.
55. ice water on hot days.
56. getting a tan.
57. hearing ‘i love you’.
58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.
59. your birthday.
60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.
61. long hot showers.
62. long steamy baths.
63. freshly shaved legs.
64. perfectly smooth hair.
65. watching people trip over small objects.
66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.
67. you would regret dying.
68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.
69. you wake up everyday for a reason.
70. stars.
71. you will always be enough.
72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.
73. reading powerful quotes.
74. genuine smiles.
75. the crunch of autumn leaves.
76. christmas.
77. christmas eve.
78. decorating the tree.
79. long meaningful hugs.
80. sunsets.
81. ice cream.
82. you never got that puppy.
83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.
84. rainbows.
85. travelling to new places.
86. funny stories.
87. funny jokes.
88. inside jokes.
89. coffee.
90. your talents would go to waste.
91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.
92. all nighters with friends.
93. cuddling.
94. reconnecting with old friends and family.
95. smiling.
96. capturing perfect moments on camera.
97. swimming on a hot day.
98. feeling cozy in blankets.
99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.
100! becoming successful.
101. cute babies.
102. cute old people.
103. love stories that make you jealous.
104. telling crazy stories.
105. watching lightning.
106. watching rain.
107. star gazing.
108. recovery.
109. melted chocolate.
110. freshly baked cookies.
111. late night adventures.
112. overcoming fears.
113. sunday mornings.
114. friday mornings.
115. you’ll be dead, forever.
116. you will make a difference to people.
117. picnics with friends.
118. waking up late.
119. waking up late and ending up being on time.
120. to prove them wrong.
121. to prove them you can.
122. to prove you're strong.
123. to love and be loved.
124. the ocean.
125. pets.
126. very loud music.
127. days out.
128. finishing a book.
129. conversations that just flow.
130. learning new things.
131. you are important.
132. you are wanted.
133. mistakes.
134. snow.
135. sun.
136. flowers.
137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.
138. new bed sheets.
139. new home decor.
140. roller coasters.
141. theme parks.
142. smiling at strangers.
143. random acts of kindness.
144. the sound of water.
145. visiting a place from your childhood.
146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.
147. to feel proud.
148. reassurance.
149. cute nicknames.
150. long stares that make you feel loved.
151. meaningful gifts.
152. blowing out candles.
153. meeting online friends in real life.
154. success.
155. to work the job you always wanted.
156. the live the life you dreamt of.
157. babies smiling.
158. sleep.
159. slingshots.
160. breaking rules.
161. dreams.
162. the last day of school/work.
163. taking pictures.
164. brownies.
165. bubbles.
166. water slides.
167. holidays.
168. to fall asleep on someone.
169. to feel protected.
170. to grow taller.
171. to grow stronger.
172. to grow old.
173. to make memories you’ll cherish.
174. to laugh at old pictures.
175. to be loved by a pet.
176. the first signs of summer.
177. the first signs of autumn.
178. the first signs of winter.
179. the first signs of spring.
180. to binge watch a series.
181. to live independently.
182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.
183. to not have broken any promises.
184. to fulfill your promises.
185. to breathe.
186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.
187. so say you’re alive.
188. to know you’re stronger than you think.
189. falling in love.
190. you’ve never snuck out.
191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.
192. you’ve never stayed out all night.
193. you are a kind soul.
194. you have a warm heart.
195. you care for others.
196. the smell of pancakes.
197. when you walk over frosty grass.
198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt
199. the rest of your life
200! to say you made it.
A single human being existing is a statistical anomaly, you would have to win the lottery approximately 335,625 times in a row to even come close to the general chance of any human existing, let alone you. If you want a different example, the chance of any human existing is 1 in 10^2,685,000, to put that into perspective, there are only 10^80 atoms in the observable universe. You existing is so insanely rare that the average entity would be luckier to see you once in their lifetime than win the powerball over 300,000 times in a row. You wouldn't throw away a single one of those powerball wins, so throwing away your life shouldn't even be a considered thought in your subconscious let alone a serious idea.
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"But I'm too old"
Guy above was 27 years old in the first photo, 34 in the second.
"But I'm an utter subhuman with no potential and done growing"
Guy above was 18 - 19 years old in the first photo.
"But I'm not successful"
John Paul Dejoria was homeless twice in his life and had nothing and with his last $700 founded a brand that has now given him a networth of 3 billion dollars.
"But nobody loves me and I'm below average"
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TL;DR: User was in an end state suicidal phase with his suicide kit and by just not giving up, he got married a few days ago to the love of his life. He had no friends, family hated him, and was terribly neurodivergent.
"But nobody would remember me"
I still remember my friend Tim who ended his life over 5 years ago, he died believing he was alone and nobody cared. I've dedicated my life to making sure nothing like Tim's scenario could ever happen again. His story has been seen by thousands of people and inspired many people to live, there are people alive because of him.
Do it for you, you are special, love yourself, I am grateful you are alive, yes you reading this, as an individual, no matter what you may think. I am glad you are here, and I wish for nothing but for you to continue onwards.
Suicide is never the answer.
It is never over. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
The world is yours.
@Sayori @HtnceI @Jgns @cryptt
A very common shared statement and experience from people who have survived things like jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge in an attempt to end their life is instant regret, nearly 100% of survivors state that the moment they jumped they "immediately felt like every single problem in their life was fixable." This is a shared, universal experience by all suicide survivors. This is something you will feel no matter what the second you jump because the depressive brain fog immediately disappears without a trace and is replaced by your hyper-aware conscious, which doesn't want to die.
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THE TRUTH ABOUT SUICIDE & SUICIDE METHODS
Let's get into the biggest and most important statistic you will see in this entire thread:
96% of all suicide attempts fail. - according to nearly all major studies done on it.
The hollywood-ized idea of suicide is that it's a quick, emotional, clean, and a guaranteed escape. It's been romanticized so much to the point of where some of the majority believes suicide is an "honorable act." The reality could not be further from the truth. You are not meant to die, you are not meant to go through any traumatic physical event that could result in death either, all successful suicides (and unsuccessful suicides) go through a gruesome, painful, struggling, sweaty feat of effort and extreme pain that is so horrific that the biggest risk of suicide (and this is not ironic) isn't even the risk of ending your life, it's the significantly larger (25x higher chance) that you will end up with a permanent, agonizing disability. The 25x number isn't a hyperbole, for every 1 person that succeeds in a suicide, there are 25 people that end up with an extremely painful, lifelong disability.
Here are the most common ones:
| Attempt Method | Type of Permanent Disability | The "Agony" Reality |
| Hanging/Asphyxiation | Anoxic Brain Damage | This results in loss of motor control, personality changes, and "Locked-in Syndrome"—being fully conscious but unable to move or speak. |
| Overdose | Hepatic/Renal Failure | Living on a dialysis machine for 12+ hours a week or waiting years for an organ transplant while your body slowly yellows and toxins build up in your blood. |
| Jumping/Impact | Shattered Spine/Pelvis | Permanent paralysis (quadriplegia) or chronic "non-union" bone pain where the skeleton never fully heals, requiring a lifetime of heavy painkillers. |
| Firearms | Maxillofacial Trauma (You cant mog) | Survival often means losing your jaw, nose, or eyes. Survivors face dozens of reconstructive surgeries and can never eat, speak, or look at a mirror the same way again. |
| Corrosives | Esophageal Stricture | Your throat is replaced with scar tissue. You may never taste food again, instead "eating" through a plastic tube inserted directly into your stomach. |
Doesn't seem so cute and emotional now does it? That's because it isn't. Have you ever been gambling? Think of a heads or tails that you have bet everything on that you have approximately a 2500% chance higher to lose than win, you wouldn't bet on it would you? Well that's what you are betting when you attempt to end your life. Not to mention there is no gain either, you either go into complete darkness and cease to exist (meaning you never reach "peace," your last act and memory will be your body writhing in extreme pain as you succumb to your actions which will also be extremely painful on your conscious) or according to every single major religion in the world, you go to hellfire and burn for eternity, which is a fair bit worse than any recession or life issues you may have.
The information given above wasn't enough, let's go through the top 10 most common methods of suicide and see whether or not ANY of them cater to your needs.
| Method | Survival Rate (Approx) | What You Go Through: | Result of Survival (Permanent Disability) |
| 1. Firearms | 60% | The "startle reflex" causes a flinch. Bullets often ricochet inside the skull or exit through the face instead of the brain stem. | Total blindness, loss of jaw/nose, permanent traumatic brain injury (TBI), 24/7 nursing care. |
| 2. Hanging | 80% | Not like the movies; the neck rarely breaks. It is 5–10 minutes of "air hunger" and violent thrashing as the body tries to breathe. | Anoxic Brain Damage: "Locked-in syndrome," personality shifts, loss of motor control (shaking/paralysis). |
| 3. Jumping (High Height) | 40% | Impact causes "poly-trauma"—the literal exploding of internal organs and the shattering of the pelvis and spine. | Paraplegia or quadriplegia. Chronic "bone pain" that never heals; a life in a wheelchair with 24/7 pain. |
| 4. Train/Vehicle Impact | 40 - 70% | "Degloving" (skin torn from muscle) and "traumatic amputation." The nervous system enters a state of white-out shock. | Loss of multiple limbs, permanent cognitive decimation, and "phantom limb" pain that cannot be treated. |
| 5. Carbon Monoxide | 44% | Modern cars have low emissions. It’s a "slow cook" that causes a searing headache, nausea, and heat exhaustion for hours. | Parkinsonian Tremors, early-onset dementia, and permanent loss of short-term memory. |
| 6. Pesticide Ingestion | 30 - 40% | Causes "cholinergic crisis": you drown in your own fluids (tears, saliva, vomit, bile) while your muscles go into rigid, bone-breaking spasms. | Permanent nerve damage (neuropathy) that feels like constant electric shocks in the arms and legs. |
| 7. Self-Immolation (Fire) | 20% | The highest pain threshold a human can feel. The skin cooks and tightens until it splits, and you remain conscious until the nerves are carbonized. | Years in a burn unit, daily "debridement" (scraping off raw flesh), and permanent, horrific disfigurement. |
| 8. Drowning | 60% | The "laryngospasm" reflex feels like your throat is being crushed by a vise while your lungs burn as they fill with water. | Severe brain damage from lack of oxygen; living in a vegetative state for decades. |
| 9. Electrocution | 77% | High-voltage current cooks internal organs and causes the heart to vibrate (fibrillation) rather than stop, leading to a slow, burning death. | Severe internal scarring, loss of organ function (liver/kidney), and permanent neurological "fried" circuits. |
| 10. Drug Overdose | 98% | Traumatic systemic crisis where the body’s vital organs, typically the heart, lungs, and brain, struggle to process toxic levels of a substance, leading to symptoms ranging from respiratory failure and seizures to profound loss of consciousness. | Survivors face permanent disabilities such as chronic cognitive impairment, motor dysfunction from brain damage, or end-stage organ failure requiring lifelong dialysis or transplantation. |
The methods above are the NICEST methods, as you can clearly see, no easy way out, because there isn't supposed to be. You are never meant to end your life.
Research suggests that the "brain fog" that clouds judgement during suicidal thoughts is capable of lowering the affected person's IQ by over 30 points. This means that for 99% of people who feel suicidal thoughts, they feel and make them in a state that would regularly be considered mentally disabled. There is also narrowing of perception, suicide becomes the only reasonable thought and you don't consider any alternatives even when they are thrown at you. Low serotonin and high cortisol levels during these periods can impair the brain's ability to regulate emotions, making a temporary "storm" feel like a permanent "climate."
Well that's what research says, but what do the survivors say? Well..
Over 90% of people who have attempted suicide once do not end up dying from suicide.
Total recoveries and complete shutdown of any suicidal ideas are extremely common within people who have attempted to end their life.
Would you take steroid advice from a redditor who's never taken steroids? No right? Because they don't know what they're talking about, so why would you ignore the people that have actually tried to kill themselves, who are telling you that it isn't what it seems and you shouldn't do it, and listen to normies/NDcels who haven't touched a pill in their life about their cynical and nihilistic beliefs about suicide and why it's so awesome and the way out of a "miserable existence."
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It is never over. Let's get into it.
Some of the most successful and known people on Earth found their success after surviving a suicide attempt, it would've happened anyway, but if they succeeded in ending their life, they wouldn't have found it.
| Name | The Attempt | What They Went On To Do |
| Kevin Hines | Jumped off the Golden Gate Bridge. He is one of only 36 people to ever survive the 220-foot fall. | Now a world-renowned motivational speaker, award-winning filmmaker, and bestselling author who has saved thousands of lives. |
| Drew Barrymore | Attempted suicide at age 14 after a childhood of severe drug and alcohol abuse. | Became one of Hollywood’s most successful actresses, producers, and entrepreneurs with a net worth over $125 million. |
| Eminem | Attempted suicide via drug overdose in 1996 after his debut album failed and his personal life collapsed. | Went on to become the best-selling artist of the 2000s and is widely considered one of the greatest rappers of all time. |
| Ken Jeong | Before his fame, he struggled with severe depression and "dark periods" while working as a physician. | Left medicine to become a global comedy superstar (The Hangover) and a judge on The Masked Singer. |
| Mike Tyson | Attempted to end his life by driving his car into a tree at high speed during a period of deep despair. | Transformed from "the baddest man on the planet" into a beloved entertainer, successful podcaster, and advocate for mental health. |
| Pat Conroy | Attempted suicide after a breakdown; he credited intensive therapy for saving his life after the near-fatal event. | Became the legendary author of The Prince of Tides and The Great Santini, with multiple Oscar-nominated film adaptations. |
| Jordan Burnham | Jumped from a 9-story window as a teenager, surviving with massive physical trauma. | Became a nationally recognized mental health advocate featured on CNN and Good Morning America, living a life of high impact. |
| Terry Bradshaw | Battled clinical depression and suicidal ideation so severe it led to alcohol dependence and weight loss. | NFL Hall of Fame quarterback, 4-time Super Bowl winner, and one of the most successful sports broadcasters in history. |
| Leon McKenzie | Former Premier League footballer who attempted suicide via overdose during a bout of depression. | Successfully transitioned into a professional boxing career, winning titles and becoming a prominent mental health coach. |
| Walt Disney | Suffered a nervous breakdown and attempted suicide during his early, failed years in Kansas City. | Built the most influential entertainment empire in history, creating characters that defined 20th-century culture. |
Sure these are rarer than the average scenario, so what does the average joe who survives his suicide attempt end up at?
According to all reported studies, 90 - 94% of survivors end up living extremely fulfilling lives, a large majority (80 - 90%) end up getting married, and dying of old age or natural causes. 40% of these people end up successful and achieving total mental happiness. 100% of these people wish they didn't attempt and never attempt again.
Personal Testimony
Sure these are statistics, but what about some actual testimony? Look no further than yours truly. I survived an attempt to end my life 4 years ago utilizing a sodium nitrite suicide kit. Here are a few of the achievements I've made since then.
- Months after my suicide attempt, met my current girlfriend who I've LTRed and is amazing, I will marry this woman.
- Stopped 6 suicide attempts
- Ascended hard (Borderline LHTN currently)
- Expanded my social circle by a lot and made a large amount of new friends
- Became much lower inhib
- Became much more NT
- Attained an actual social status, no longer viewed as an outcast or a weirdo
- Been able to help recover dozens of teenagers from suicidal/depressed status and help them get better
- Lost my hatred for people
- Gained mental peace and clarity
- Became consistently happy which is increasing day by day
And so much more that I can't remember right now!
Still Not Convinced?
Here's 200 reasons why you should live (via @IOS, my old 1049 reasons why you should live thread got deleted.)
1. your family
2. your friends
3. the feeling you get when you’ve finished something
4. the feeling you get when you get a compliment
5. the feeling you get when you buy new clothes
6. the feeling you get when you try on new clothes
7. the feeling you get when your room is tidy
8. the feeling you get when you're laughing hesterically.
9. the feeling you get when you make a new friend
10. the feeling you get when you make someone smile
11. you’d have to watch your family and friends grieve.
12. you’ve never been to that place you always wanted to visit.
13. you’ve never been to disney world.
14. you’ve never been skinny dipping.
15. you’ve never swam in a lake.
16. you’ve never met your idol.
17. you haven’t gotten married.
18. you’ve never decorated your own house.
19. you’ve never saved someone’s life.
20. you haven’t learnt to drive.
21. there is music you haven’t listen too.
22. you have so many more people to meet.
23. everyone who thought you’d do well in life, would have been wrong.
24. the people who said you’d end up no where, would have been right.
25. all the fake people would pretend to like u and post u on their stories.
26. you would have been the best mom or dad.
27. you haven’t lived the ‘my funeral will be packed’ type of life.
28. your friends would suffer.
29. your mum would never be able to walk into your room.
30. you haven’t apologised to people you have hurt.
31. someone loves you.
32. you are not alone.
33. i’m here for you.
34. the clothes you’re buried in might be gross.
35. you haven’t truly loved yourself yet.
36. suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
37. you haven’t watched your kids open their christmas presents.
38. you haven’t watched your kids grow older.
39. the pain you feel right now, isn’t forever.
40. there are so many foods you haven’t tried.
41. you’ll never get the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day.
42. finding your person.
43. really soft pillows.
44. eating pizza with your kids and partner.
45. you’ve never danced in the rain.
46. you’ve never kissed someone in the rain.
47. there are so many hobbies you haven’t tried.
48. you’ll never have a sleepover with your best friend again.
49. your friends would blame themselves.
50. your mom's smile.
51. your best friend's laugh.
52. your sister would lose her best friend.
53. your cousins that look up to you.
54. hot chocolate on cold days.
55. ice water on hot days.
56. getting a tan.
57. hearing ‘i love you’.
58. not being able to sleep the night before and exciting day.
59. your birthday.
60. you’ve never been to a nightclub.
61. long hot showers.
62. long steamy baths.
63. freshly shaved legs.
64. perfectly smooth hair.
65. watching people trip over small objects.
66. you could have a huge impact on someone’s life.
67. you would regret dying.
68. you can’t change your mind once you're gone.
69. you wake up everyday for a reason.
70. stars.
71. you will always be enough.
72. movies that make you feel warm when they’re over.
73. reading powerful quotes.
74. genuine smiles.
75. the crunch of autumn leaves.
76. christmas.
77. christmas eve.
78. decorating the tree.
79. long meaningful hugs.
80. sunsets.
81. ice cream.
82. you never got that puppy.
83. you are so brave, it would be a waste to let the fire go.
84. rainbows.
85. travelling to new places.
86. funny stories.
87. funny jokes.
88. inside jokes.
89. coffee.
90. your talents would go to waste.
91. the feeling you get when you’re truly happy.
92. all nighters with friends.
93. cuddling.
94. reconnecting with old friends and family.
95. smiling.
96. capturing perfect moments on camera.
97. swimming on a hot day.
98. feeling cozy in blankets.
99. helping other people with the same thing you got help with.
100! becoming successful.
101. cute babies.
102. cute old people.
103. love stories that make you jealous.
104. telling crazy stories.
105. watching lightning.
106. watching rain.
107. star gazing.
108. recovery.
109. melted chocolate.
110. freshly baked cookies.
111. late night adventures.
112. overcoming fears.
113. sunday mornings.
114. friday mornings.
115. you’ll be dead, forever.
116. you will make a difference to people.
117. picnics with friends.
118. waking up late.
119. waking up late and ending up being on time.
120. to prove them wrong.
121. to prove them you can.
122. to prove you're strong.
123. to love and be loved.
124. the ocean.
125. pets.
126. very loud music.
127. days out.
128. finishing a book.
129. conversations that just flow.
130. learning new things.
131. you are important.
132. you are wanted.
133. mistakes.
134. snow.
135. sun.
136. flowers.
137. flowers that look gorgeous but smell gross.
138. new bed sheets.
139. new home decor.
140. roller coasters.
141. theme parks.
142. smiling at strangers.
143. random acts of kindness.
144. the sound of water.
145. visiting a place from your childhood.
146. to look back on all the things you got yourself through on your own.
147. to feel proud.
148. reassurance.
149. cute nicknames.
150. long stares that make you feel loved.
151. meaningful gifts.
152. blowing out candles.
153. meeting online friends in real life.
154. success.
155. to work the job you always wanted.
156. the live the life you dreamt of.
157. babies smiling.
158. sleep.
159. slingshots.
160. breaking rules.
161. dreams.
162. the last day of school/work.
163. taking pictures.
164. brownies.
165. bubbles.
166. water slides.
167. holidays.
168. to fall asleep on someone.
169. to feel protected.
170. to grow taller.
171. to grow stronger.
172. to grow old.
173. to make memories you’ll cherish.
174. to laugh at old pictures.
175. to be loved by a pet.
176. the first signs of summer.
177. the first signs of autumn.
178. the first signs of winter.
179. the first signs of spring.
180. to binge watch a series.
181. to live independently.
182. to get somewhere in life all by yourself.
183. to not have broken any promises.
184. to fulfill your promises.
185. to breathe.
186. so you can tell your children stories of when you was there age.
187. so say you’re alive.
188. to know you’re stronger than you think.
189. falling in love.
190. you’ve never snuck out.
191. you’ve never not smashed your phone.
192. you’ve never stayed out all night.
193. you are a kind soul.
194. you have a warm heart.
195. you care for others.
196. the smell of pancakes.
197. when you walk over frosty grass.
198. you haven't truly apologized to all the people you've hurt
199. the rest of your life
200! to say you made it.
A single human being existing is a statistical anomaly, you would have to win the lottery approximately 335,625 times in a row to even come close to the general chance of any human existing, let alone you. If you want a different example, the chance of any human existing is 1 in 10^2,685,000, to put that into perspective, there are only 10^80 atoms in the observable universe. You existing is so insanely rare that the average entity would be luckier to see you once in their lifetime than win the powerball over 300,000 times in a row. You wouldn't throw away a single one of those powerball wins, so throwing away your life shouldn't even be a considered thought in your subconscious let alone a serious idea.
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"But I'm too old"
Guy above was 27 years old in the first photo, 34 in the second.
"But I'm an utter subhuman with no potential and done growing"
Guy above was 18 - 19 years old in the first photo.
"But I'm not successful"
John Paul Dejoria was homeless twice in his life and had nothing and with his last $700 founded a brand that has now given him a networth of 3 billion dollars.
"But nobody loves me and I'm below average"
Friend from incels.is I stopped from committing suicide 2 years ago got married today!
Title sums it up but let me give the story. I’ve been on incels.is for a lot longer than I’ve been on here, since early 2023, I have not been caught yet. On .is from the start I’ve done my absolute best to try and get at least a few rotters off the site and out of their depressive state to...
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TL;DR: User was in an end state suicidal phase with his suicide kit and by just not giving up, he got married a few days ago to the love of his life. He had no friends, family hated him, and was terribly neurodivergent.
"But nobody would remember me"
I still remember my friend Tim who ended his life over 5 years ago, he died believing he was alone and nobody cared. I've dedicated my life to making sure nothing like Tim's scenario could ever happen again. His story has been seen by thousands of people and inspired many people to live, there are people alive because of him.
Do it for you, you are special, love yourself, I am grateful you are alive, yes you reading this, as an individual, no matter what you may think. I am glad you are here, and I wish for nothing but for you to continue onwards.
Suicide is never the answer.
It is never over. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel.
The world is yours.
@Sayori @HtnceI @Jgns @cryptt
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