Any 1 in my situation

[Deleted member 10042]

Would have roped long ago. I'm holding strong due to my religious beliefs. I'm ugly as sin ppl stare at me in disdain why am i suffering I want it to end but I enjoy some copes occasionally my only hope is surgery to look somewhat normie but thats not enough.

I'm crying while writing this im gd at nothing and have had shit parents that held me back from playing football the only thing I was above average at.

They held me back and now complain im a slacker. I haven't developed socially or sexually im still that shy ugly awkward useless weak fool I was in grade 7 why do i exist

I'm a freak

 

[Deleted member 4430]

OP has above average paying job in his country and good education, plus average at looks

 

[Matthias8272]

Nah I wish i could cope with religion tho and join some form of community where i would possibly feel welcomed