basedmogger
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I've never truly loved anybody, I've had girlfriends in the past, and none of them i loved. Its not like i didn't try, my first gf was a hypergamous ford with a shit personality ltb (she also threatened to take her life if i left her like 1 month in jfl), so for obvious reasons i didn't love her. Same goes with my mother, i think i might've loved her when i was little, but now its completely different, i feel very little attachment to her. I don't know what is wrong with me, ive grown accustomed to the life of solitude. I stopped yearning and longing for love, or what i know it is. Ive only had my self ever since a young age, and I'm guessing that this is why i am the way I am. It doesnt help that i have no father and I never have. I hate that i feel this, i hate that i am seemingly uncappable of love, I feel so guilty. Its a lot different with animals, i only really love and feel an attachment to animals. There are these kittens at the construction yard I work at, and i feel more attached to them then any other person in my life. Its just so brutal 
