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I remember back in highschool, I used to compare my selfies to Justin Timberlake pics and I genuinely thought that I mogged him, never mind the fact that women treated me like garbage every single day of my life, I coped with "maybe i'm not confident enough".
There's still a small part of me that's stuck in the past and it feels like i'm stuck in the wrong body, like I can't continue my life in this sub5 body because that's not really me. I guess i'm entitled but it feels like being a Chad is my God given right and I was denied it, now I can't navigate this world as a sub5 male. Like if you put the consciousness of a bird in a monkey's body, the bird would eventually start to learn to live as a primate but it would never quite feel like he's his true self. He has been denied his original identity.
There's still a small part of me that's stuck in the past and it feels like i'm stuck in the wrong body, like I can't continue my life in this sub5 body because that's not really me. I guess i'm entitled but it feels like being a Chad is my God given right and I was denied it, now I can't navigate this world as a sub5 male. Like if you put the consciousness of a bird in a monkey's body, the bird would eventually start to learn to live as a primate but it would never quite feel like he's his true self. He has been denied his original identity.
The universe never owed me honesty, but it would've been nice to have...