Anybody else feel like roping is inevitable?

[Deleted member 5145]

Part of me believes I may ascend and have a decent future. Another part of me feels like I'll end up pleasuremaxxing with drugs, escorts and japcar(s) until I runout of moneys and then I'll die peacefully.

 

[Deleted member 2403]

I feel like it’s inevitable once I delve into insanity from finally accepting my life is an unsalvagable joke

 

[Strafe]

Hedonismaxxing works until you experience anhedonia (happened for me very quickly even without top tier copes).

Roping is a cowards death though. Go be a mercenary in the Congo and die in glory once you get bored. If you survive maybe you can write a book too.

 

[Deleted member 5145]

I feel like it’s inevitable once I delve into insanity from finally accepting my life is an unsalvagable joke

This forum has noticeably decreased my sanity and I'm still a fucking greycel but paradoxically its one of the few things keeping me sane.

 

[Deleted member 5145]

Roping is a cowards death

True, I've been entertaining the idea of marooning myself on some island or going deep into the bush and bushcraftmaxxing like Crusoe until I get murdered and consumed by creatures.

 

[Strafe]

True, I've been entertaining the idea of marooning myself on some island or going deep into the bush and bushcraftmaxxing like Crusoe until I get murdered and consumed by creatures.

The chad of suicide adventures is biking from Sweden to South Africa imo. You’re almost guaranteed to die somehow along the way, but you’re also likely to live more fully than you had in your life till then.

I’m trying to moneymaxx enough to buy a lighthouse I can renovate into a home + Russian bride by 30, but if it doesn’t workout I’m buying my ass a Trek bike and a plane ticket to Stockholm.

 

[MusicMaxxingMidget]

Id rather go e.r than kill myself like a low t cuck

 

[HumidVent]

The majority of us will rope. When you reach your 30s you begin to realize it truly is over, you have absolutely 0 hope left. Your youth is gone and things only go downhill.

 

[Deleted member 5145]

Id rather go e.r than kill myself like a low t cuck

Not for me, I don't want to cause harm to innocent people and be remembered as ER2.0. I guess I'm a low t cuck

 

[Deaf Owl]

Part of me believes I may ascend and have a decent future. Another part of me feels like I'll end up pleasuremaxxing with drugs, escorts and japcar(s) until I runout of moneys and then I'll die peacefully.

You should at least try everything you can first

 

[Deleted member 5145]

You should at least try everything you can first

Yeah, fortunately I've still got time to turn things around but coming back from 3 years of LDARing and depression is a hard task.