Anyone else a drug addict?

[ripzyzz]

I spent 2020-2024 addicted to benzos until I unexpectedly ran out and went to rehab where I had a grand mal seizure from withdrawal. I stayed sober for 7 months until I started taking them again (along with a bunch of adderall awesome combo) from last October till this January when I got arrested for possession and had two more seizures in the psych ward the cops sent me to. Now I've been sober for 4 months and life just feels lame and retarded. I'm not motivated or excited about anything and I spend my time rotting on sites like this and watching youtube videos while I'm constantly anxious and distracted by negative memories. Self-medication really seems necessary for me as an anxious high inhib aspie. I'm gonna get back on that shit soon

 

[mentally_ill_chad]

@Sub5 & Celibate

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

How old are you.

Go to a psychiatrist and he’ll give you drugs anyway but they’ll be less worse maybe than the shit that’s giving you seizures.

 

[ripzyzz]

How old are you.

Go to a psychiatrist and he’ll give you drugs anyway but they’ll be less worse maybe than the shit that’s giving you seizures.

22. I have a psychiatrist but so far he's just given me baby shit like gabapentin that has little to no effect on my anxiety, cuz he doesn't wanna prescribe me more benzos or anything addictive. Anything that's really effective is addictive

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

22. I have a psychiatrist but so far he's just given me baby shit like gabapentin that has little to no effect on my anxiety, cuz he doesn't wanna prescribe me more benzos or anything addictive. Anything that's really effective is addictive

Did you ever work a job? Have a gf?

Do you go outside or do you rot home all day?

 

[ripzyzz]

Did you ever work a job? Have a gf?

Do you go outside or do you rot home all day?

Never had a real job or gf. I've made a good amount of money over the years reselling fake designer clothes/bags from China and some legit clothes. made big profits in crypto 2021 but now I'm poor. Been rotting at my mom's house since I got out of the psych ward in January, before that I was living in a car for a couple years in LA/San Diego being crazy on pills. Had a couple guys who I was trying to work with to sell drugs I got for cheap off the darknet but one of them was even more of a junkie than me and got locked up after taking a bunch of the pills I gave him to sell, the other guy was actually a smart major dealer who eventually ghosted me for being too crazy. I was thinking about burglary and bike theft right before I got arrested, I still got the equipment like a flathead screwdriver and crowbar and bolt cutters. Now that I'm sober though I don't even feel like doing that shit I stay inside

 

[Sub5 & Celibate]

I spent 2020-2024 addicted to benzos until I unexpectedly ran out and went to rehab where I had a grand mal seizure from withdrawal. I stayed sober for 7 months until I started taking them again (along with a bunch of adderall awesome combo) from last October till this January when I got arrested for possession and had two more seizures in the psych ward the cops sent me to. Now I've been sober for 4 months and life just feels lame and retarded. I'm not motivated or excited about anything and I spend my time rotting on sites like this and watching youtube videos while I'm constantly anxious and distracted by negative memories. Self-medication really seems necessary for me as an anxious high inhib aspie. I'm gonna get back on that shit soon

Go california sober if you dont tend to spiral. I recently got into shrooms which helps me stay sane happy and sober because i dont like weed and shrooms are natural

 

[ripzyzz]

Go california sober if you dont tend to spiral. I recently got into shrooms which helps me stay sane happy and sober because i dont like weed and shrooms are natural

I got totally fucked up by taking LSD one time but I've always had good experiences on shrooms I gotta get more. I hate weed too it makes me paranoid and gives me panic attacks

 

[Claymoreboy0118]

turkish girls are my drug