Anyone else completely NT-maxxed on a surface-level like me?

[MoggerGaston]

I am the last to admit that my life is completely fucked up: I have no friends, no family and I am truecel (no sexual contact for years, former 23yo KHHV, etc.)

In every place I am in though: (job, university, at parties, etc.) people assume I am doing well, slayer, etc. Because I am social and extroverted on a surface-level and put in the effort to make people feel comfortable and engaged with me.

People I have partied with still come up to me if I meet them IRL and tell me about all the crazy shit I did/said, how I was the life of the party.

If any of you knew me IRL you would think I was a slayer. Yet in reality I am a truecel rotter.

funny isnt it.

This life is pain and torture and tonight I will drink 3 bottles of wine to celebrate this amazing life.

Death

 

[not__cel]

I’m happy I have a nt friends but some of them are vaccinated

 

[MoggerGaston]

I’m happy I have a nt friends but some of them are vaccinated

My old 'friends' were all non-NT/autistic/nerds. I used to play a lot of videogames with them or hangout at home, but it always felt unfullfilling to me because I wanted more. I wanted to be out there in the world.

We would play videogames and while I felt frustration, wanting to go to festivals instead, they were all happy nerds playing their games with me.

I never vibed with them. I only talk to 1 of them now and he is also a truecel but not the same as me.
I am truecel due to looks, he is truecel due to non-NT.

 

[alriodai]

if iever met u irl without knowing u i'd think ur like a party slayer too lol

 

[not__cel]

My old 'friends' were all non-NT/autistic/nerds. I used to play a lot of videogames with them or hangout at home, but it always felt unfullfilling to me because I wanted more. I wanted to be out there in the world.

We would play videogames and while I felt frustration, wanting to go to festivals instead, they were all happy nerds playing their games with me.

I never vibed with them. I only talk to 1 of them now and he is also a truecel but not the same as me.
I am truecel due to looks, he is truecel due to non-NT.

I’m the same I have more nt friends now but my old friends were cool too, I’m still friends with some of my non nt friends because autist friends don’t cycle through like nt people do

 

[gymceltard]

Your are not NT

When was the last time you asked out a woman for a date?

Doing drugs alone in your bedroom is not NT retard. The refugees and ethnics approach every foid they see until one says yes. That is NT and low inhib behaviour.

 

[MoggerGaston]

if iever met u irl without knowing u i'd think ur like a party slayer too lol

I am just a chill guy lion

 

[Primalsplit]

Don't worry. If I met you irl I would see right through your act.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Don't worry. If I met you irl I would see right through your act.

Then we would vibe really well IRL, no joke.

My act isn't arrogant, smug or dominating. You wouldn't feel like my act comes at your cost.
If you would see through it, it would only make it an even better vibe tbh.

 

[Primalsplit]

Then we would vibe really well IRL, no joke.

My act isn't arrogant, smug or dominating. You wouldn't feel like my act comes at your cost.
If you would see through it, it would only make it an even better vibe tbh.

Bro...

You know I've always gotten the impression that we would be friends.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Bro...

You know I've always gotten the impression that we would be friends.

When people don't see through my act, it's generally just because they don't interact with me enough, care enough about me. It doesn't say much about them, they just have their own life and they don't care enough about seeing through my act. They just take me at face-value.

But I've had people I've been interacting closely with for months or even years who never saw through my act. It makes me look down on them. Like: 'How can you not see this?!' Like how can you never ask me why I have never this, or why I acted like that.

And it's not cuz they don't care, since we hangout for months/years, closely. It's like, aghhhhhhh, what the fuck man. Are you just low sentience?

I would vibe way better with you than any of these people.

 

[ivan.kuk]

Nofap is making me NT, 20 days in currently, cured my depression.

But I'm currently in my room dancing to this .

I'll be doing this the whole evening, which is arguably quite non NT so take my words with a grain of salt.

 

[Primalsplit]

When people don't see through my act, it's generally just because they don't interact with me enough, care enough about me. It doesn't say much about them, they just have their own life and they don't care enough about seeing through my act. They just take me at face-value.

But I've had people I've been interacting closely with for months or even years who never saw through my act. It makes me look down on them. Like: 'How can you not see this?!' Like how can you never ask me why I have never this, or why I acted like that.

And it's not cuz they don't care, since we hangout for months/years, closely. It's like, aghhhhhhh, what the fuck man. Are you just low sentience?

I would vibe way better with you than any of these people.

It's because they are deficient in their brain. It's as if they're color blind. They have never seen that color or even heard someone point out that it is a different color. Not only is it a concept or an onjective reality to them, they are not even aware it is a thing that doesn't occur to them.

Did you know that cats don't have a dense of guilt? If you get mad at them for something and they see you as friend they just try to get in your good graces in the moment. The fact that it may look like apologizing or they should in fact be apologizing when they did something wrong, is not a concept to them. If the cats could understand our language, they wouldn't even be puzzled or confused as to what we mean. They would simply shrug and continue their life forward.

 

[MoggerGaston]

It's because they are deficient in their brain. It's as if they're color blind. They have never seen that color or even heard someone point out that it is a different color. Not only is it a concept or an onjective reality to them, they are not even aware it is a thing that doesn't occur to them.

Did you know that cats don't have a dense of guilt? If you get mad at them for something and they see you as friend they just try to get in your good graces in the moment. The fact that it may look like apologizing or they should in fact be apologizing when they did something wrong, is not a concept to them. If the cats could understand our language, they wouldn't even be puzzled or confused as to what we mean. They would simply shrug and continue their life forward.

You HAVE TO be manipulative when you are high sentience/high-IQ, otherwise it only becomes a disadvantage.

Other people simply don;'t care about how their actions affect others, they may not even be aware of their own emotions and how they respond to people.
Meanwhile we are aware, and therefore it limits us, but we shouldn't let it limit us.

We should let others limit us. We should seek the limits of what we can get away with.


I mean this:
If you can abuse a woman, it is only because she let herself get abused. She is as much responsible for the interaction as you.

We as high-sentient people dating, are not responsible for their lives.

 

[Primalsplit]

You HAVE TO be manipulative when you are high sentience/high-IQ, otherwise it only becomes a disadvantage.

Other people simply don;'t care about how their actions affect others, they may not even be aware of their own emotions and how they respond to people.
Meanwhile we are aware, and therefore it limits us, but we shouldn't let it limit us.

We should let others limit us. We should seek the limits of what we can get away with.


I mean this:
If you can abuse a woman, it is only because she let herself get abused. She is as much responsible for the interaction as you.

We as high-sentient people dating, are not responsible for their lives.

I think people like you and me have no choice but to be a sociopath. The paths are limited. We just don't get accepted otherwise.