LocalDanger
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When I see her irl it's fine like I can deal with not having her she is just some thing idk how to explain. But when she is actually there it's not as scary.
But in thoughts when I imagine life with her and think of her it's beyond brutal and I consider suicide. Like she is literally everything to me. I get strong feelings beyond words.
Anyone else? Why is that are copes when I see irl too strong or is it connected to trauma so once you are home in irrational thought world you wanna kill yourself over image of her?
But in thoughts when I imagine life with her and think of her it's beyond brutal and I consider suicide. Like she is literally everything to me. I get strong feelings beyond words.
Anyone else? Why is that are copes when I see irl too strong or is it connected to trauma so once you are home in irrational thought world you wanna kill yourself over image of her?