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I feel like sisyphus pushing up the boulder for eternity
it feels like anytime I make progress in something there’s another issue that I didn’t notice before, whether it be looksmaxing, health(although those are connected), socially, financially, emotionally, academically etc
I mean I was literally mid LTN when I started all this and am now probably mid MTN which is good progress but i still have so much room to improve it’s just that i don’t have enough fucking time and money to work on my flaws while dealing with actual health problems and having to spend my money on insurance claims and muh friends rather than things that would actually improve my life.
All of this would be manageable if I either had more time, money, or less things to deal with. But without any of those it feels literally impossible to make good progress when im juggling a million things at once, meanwhile my family only makes all of this worse but pretty much working against everything I do
it feels like anytime I make progress in something there’s another issue that I didn’t notice before, whether it be looksmaxing, health(although those are connected), socially, financially, emotionally, academically etc
I mean I was literally mid LTN when I started all this and am now probably mid MTN which is good progress but i still have so much room to improve it’s just that i don’t have enough fucking time and money to work on my flaws while dealing with actual health problems and having to spend my money on insurance claims and muh friends rather than things that would actually improve my life.
All of this would be manageable if I either had more time, money, or less things to deal with. But without any of those it feels literally impossible to make good progress when im juggling a million things at once, meanwhile my family only makes all of this worse but pretty much working against everything I do
