6’1cel
6'3cel now* living in denmark
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happened after 2 recent break ups
+ stress from "work" thug life basically, i'm kinda taking a break i just have to wrap up 1 deal first.
i don't even care about the girls.
it's just that my ego took a huge hit
and i just can't stand being alone.
i feel like a loser rn.
i look at ppl having fun in summer and i'm all alone with some busy friends that never have time to hang out.
goddammit i can’t wait till it's winter again so i'm not the only one who's rotting and unhappy.
my only hope rn is getting lean for summer but that shit is hard, i barely eat, go to the gym everyday, run, walk 10k+ steps every day yet i'm not losing any weight.
i'm also having a revelation of how fake people really are.
i feel a desperate need to looksmax cus i'm insecure but it's all so unmanageble, fashion, hair, skin and all that shit.
time just flies by and even tho i'm only 16 i feel like i've wasted my life and that soon i'll be an old man
+ stress from "work" thug life basically, i'm kinda taking a break i just have to wrap up 1 deal first.
i don't even care about the girls.
it's just that my ego took a huge hit
and i just can't stand being alone.
i feel like a loser rn.
i look at ppl having fun in summer and i'm all alone with some busy friends that never have time to hang out.
goddammit i can’t wait till it's winter again so i'm not the only one who's rotting and unhappy.
my only hope rn is getting lean for summer but that shit is hard, i barely eat, go to the gym everyday, run, walk 10k+ steps every day yet i'm not losing any weight.
i'm also having a revelation of how fake people really are.
i feel a desperate need to looksmax cus i'm insecure but it's all so unmanageble, fashion, hair, skin and all that shit.
time just flies by and even tho i'm only 16 i feel like i've wasted my life and that soon i'll be an old man