vigor
Nietzschean Vitalist
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foid disorder I know
apparently majorly underdiagnosed in males though
makes life pretty hellish because I'm constantly oscillating between feeling grandiose and narcissistic to wanting to blow my shit straight off and that of everyone around me
and I can hardly plan long term because my values/ambitions/identity are all incredibly unstable and transient
and i can't have a healthy relationship i'm just unhealthily obsessed with any (of the very few) foids I come to truly admire, until they give me reason not to and then i suddenly hate them with all of my soul.
and because of this im also only really attracted to women who are mentally fucked up themselves which only accelerates relationship breakdown
its like the final boss of abused-dogism
i can't even run gear with confidence because im afraid its gonna make me psycho
i know roid rage is fake for 99% of people but i imagine I fall under the 1% by nature of my pathology
so over
apparently majorly underdiagnosed in males though
makes life pretty hellish because I'm constantly oscillating between feeling grandiose and narcissistic to wanting to blow my shit straight off and that of everyone around me
and I can hardly plan long term because my values/ambitions/identity are all incredibly unstable and transient
and i can't have a healthy relationship i'm just unhealthily obsessed with any (of the very few) foids I come to truly admire, until they give me reason not to and then i suddenly hate them with all of my soul.
and because of this im also only really attracted to women who are mentally fucked up themselves which only accelerates relationship breakdown
its like the final boss of abused-dogism
i can't even run gear with confidence because im afraid its gonna make me psycho
i know roid rage is fake for 99% of people but i imagine I fall under the 1% by nature of my pathology
so over