saggyballsackcel
Green like the mofo grinch
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This has to be one the worst pills to swallow. I was actually blessed with some pretty decent features, took me a while to grow into them, but at last I eventually did. Race and pheno pill hurt me but obv looks above all. One reason I also grew up ugly was on my part. Lack of self care. So I started taking better of myself, skin care and whatever, plus I have curly hair and my ethnic family didn’t know how to take care of it, so I basically got the “perm halo” in highschool because I finally learnt how tot take care of my hair. For like 2-3 years I not only knew what it was finally like being treated like a human, but I also learnt what it was like to have people do things for you just because your attractive. I’d get complemented on my looks while working the drive thru at mc Donald’s. It was insane feeling as an Indian kid. Unfortunately my mother’s side has a history of auto immune conditions. My father’s insulin sensitivity. Without my mother’s genes I would be a manlet, but at the same time, I could’ve been dealt a much better card. I’m only 20 and my skin quality and eveness is not what I want it to be, my hair density is not peak , I was basically hair Adalite for a few years it’s actually insane, it’s like I finally started liking my hair and now it’s like nah don’t think about that shit, shits so brutal, because sure I could go extra lengths to fraud; but what if bad health catches up? Should I dead ass even bother continuing to exist knowing I’ve been dealt with garbage genetics. It doesn’t matter how good your features,bones,misc, are if you look unhealthy. We all know that, unhealthy = automatically unattractive.
Tl;dr: I hate my life
Tl;dr: I hate my life