anyone else Mentally ill like this?

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if my hair doesnt sit right that day,i am anxious to go to school or out

If i cant find a right outfit
I dont want to go out

If i have a few pimples,i am anxious to go out

If i forgot to put on cologne and i am out,i want to go home immediately and get anxious

If i didnt shape my beard right,i am anxious to go out

This means that if i forget one single thing,
The day is over for me,like it can never be fixed,

If im out and i forgot to brush my fucking teeth,i get anxious and want to go home

Fuck this life