fauxfox
monke monk
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I just do what my parents tell me since they're successful, but I feel like I don't know myself as a person. For so long I've acted on the whims of others.
It got to the point where in highschool I was repeatedly called "X's friend" (X being my best friend of 6 years), after being called this by so many different people I stared at the sky while walking home, re-evaluating my whole life up until that point. The next day I cut off every single friend including him in an attempt to be my own person.
It failed.
Now I'm in university studying CS because I just have this vague idea that I want to work remote from home and rot on the internet all day.
I'm lost.
It got to the point where in highschool I was repeatedly called "X's friend" (X being my best friend of 6 years), after being called this by so many different people I stared at the sky while walking home, re-evaluating my whole life up until that point. The next day I cut off every single friend including him in an attempt to be my own person.
It failed.
Now I'm in university studying CS because I just have this vague idea that I want to work remote from home and rot on the internet all day.
I'm lost.