Anyone else was blackpilled before they were blackpilled?

[UglyGod360]

I remember searching up good jawline and shit when i was 12 this was back like in 2015 also trying looksmaxxkg and covering up freckles using light makeup as a kid

 

[Deleted member 92913]

I remember wanting to be taller than this basketball foid in class

 

[Deleted member 91545]

Freckles mog

 

[Deleted member 75987]

I remember searching up good jawline and shit when i was 12 this was back like in 2015 also trying looksmaxxkg and covering up freckles using light makeup as a kid

No I just kinda went down this shit with time, started with nofap at like barely 13 lol I was pretty redpilled until i found huge sympathy for incels and then got blackpilled

 

[Deleted member 87785]

I was bluepilled and thought personality mattered.. subconsciously I knew it was all about looks I think everyone does

 

[datboijj]

The first time i truly accepted genetics is everything
was when I was in an IVY league physics class
and the 2 highest grade students were going about things verry differently
One was an asian guy who brought his laptop and was constantly searching up every version of the problems we were doing
and one ws some fat middle eastern kid, who barely touched the text book, and was on the phone the whole time
I sat beside the fat kid. I paid verry close attention to when he would write things down
and when he would actually pay attention in class.
THIS was the first time said to myself there is no way I can ever come close to his conception
he needs no effort to do things people dedicate their lives to doing
This is my first true black pill