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Looking back at it I had such a shit childhood because my dad would never let me do shit and I feared him so much I’d never step out of line and go behind his back and do stuff.
Now that I live alone and I have nothing to do with him anymore, I have all the freedom I ever wanted but I’m so socially stunted and messed up mentally I can’t do anything with the freedom. It’s summer rn and I see the people I used to go to school with be on holiday in other countries and going to clubs and having a good time. Meanwhile I went to Amsterdam by myself just to get high
I feel like it’s too late, I’m 18 now trying to live my life like a 15 year old.
Now that I live alone and I have nothing to do with him anymore, I have all the freedom I ever wanted but I’m so socially stunted and messed up mentally I can’t do anything with the freedom. It’s summer rn and I see the people I used to go to school with be on holiday in other countries and going to clubs and having a good time. Meanwhile I went to Amsterdam by myself just to get high
I feel like it’s too late, I’m 18 now trying to live my life like a 15 year old.