islaymtbs
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from time too time too ground myself i watch some videosTitle
Bro you just sent the guys same avi
why do u watch thatTitle
How i watch it to be well aware of the realities of the world, i desensitize to it nowwhy do u watch that
freak
preparing for irl?How i watch it to be well aware of the realities of the world, i desensitize to it now
Yeah you’re right bro appreciate itpreparing for irl?
so you mentally torture yourself to desensitize yourself for an outcome that YOU KNOW yourself prolly wont happen
just stop watching it man it fucks you up and is a waste of time
watchpeopledieWpd?
Yes I was a addict, now i might watch a few videos a dayTitle
Yeah everything you said is exactly how I feel, it took me while to get use to the very gory ones and ngl it did change me a bit mentally im just more aware and move different, I gotta stop watching those too cause not good, thanks for sharingYes I was a addict, now i might watch a few videos a day
I used to be addicted to it but it makes you lose your humanity and can make you high inhib cause you migh be paranoid of dying and fear death so I reduced it
But once that morbid curioisty kicks in you cant ever get rid of
My top categories i see are gun shootings and cars/trucks running over people
I cant stand to see however any videos of babies or dogs/cats being killed and children
I also find it nearly impossible to see the ones with audios reacting to their kids or loved ones being killed. It hurts thinking that it can happen to any of us
So now i watch a lot less , maybe a few videos a week.
At my peak I saw 2 hours a day . I kept seeing how bad would I go . I would say the worst things i got used to were the cartel style beheadings with those dull knives. I could never stand those but got used to it
I feel like especialyl with gun shootings or car deaths its not as gory cause its fast and can be a more newbie gore immersion but cartel style beheadings require a decent tolerance imo
nah bro i play red dead 2 and fnv its better than watching gore fuck all that. killing npcs are funnerTitle