Anyone sometimes getting a hate rush and thinking they should do better?

[Deleted member 15866]

My mind sometimes gets a self hating rush.

I must be known person in my coutnry. I must be in the top %1 of %1. I must make up for my incel years. Everybody must know my name. People either must admire me or hate me.

I want to be fucking rich so hard. I want to flex on these normies. I want to herd them like little sheeps.

Wtf i feel so powerless. I dont want to be plebian. I want to be known by my name.

I want to have my own wikipedia page. I want to get into history books.

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Feel like this too. It's like my mind sometimes gets a self hating rush.

I must be known person in my coutnry. I must be in the top %1 of %1. I must make up for my incel years. Everybody must know my name. People either must admire me or hate me.

I want to be fucking rich so hard. I want to flex on these normies. I want to herd them like little sheeps.

Wtf i feel so powerless. I dont want to be plebian. I want to be known by my name.

I want to have my own wikipedia page. I want to get into history books.

 

[Deleted member 15866]

Feel like this too. It's like my mind sometimes gets a self hating rush.

I must be known person in my coutnry. I must be in the top %1 of %1. I must make up for my incel years. Everybody must know my name. People either must admire me or hate me.

I want to be fucking rich so hard. I want to flex on these normies. I want to herd them like little sheeps.

Wtf i feel so powerless. I dont want to be plebian. I want to be known by my name.

I want to have my own wikipedia page. I want to get into history books.

could be better if you wrote your own reply instead coppying mine tbh.