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I want to leave my cursed life in this city behind once I graduate ... My parents.
For the last 5 have been hyper-aggressive and controlling since COVID
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// They have destroyed my PC and 400$ worth of protein powder for taking a soda from their room (when they don't allow me to eat more than once a day), as well as my little brother's Xbox for taking too long to get ready
// Actively insult me for watching hentai and porn as they decided one day they just wanted to monitor one of my jerk off sessions by looking at WiFi logs and now they are obsessed with monitoring my internet activity, they also do unsolicited checks in my room to try to catch me jerking off and treat me as if I'm some porn addict for watching mommy porn at 17
// Constantly insult me for everything I do, including my haircut, style of clothing, the music I make, the way I talk ... etc. Saying it's "hard-r n word like" . This is whole heartably the main reason, of all reasons why I resent them, 5-years of constant degration, On my fucking life, I refuse to speak to someone who looks down upon me let alone "love" them. My grades, my "intelligence" in their eyes, everything, nothing is ever enough for them; my Mom even talks down upon me in front of her friends.
Angry words are passive thoughts ... this is proven by (at least in my mom's case) ... she hasn't bought me anything since December 2023, in which she bought me a 50$ gift card for my 15th birthday (the gift is fine) ... when I failed to pay my mom back 5$ for buying me food (a wendy's biggie bag) she started insulting me and screaming at me like "you're such a fucking liar no girl could ever love you, why did I raise such a conieving thief as a fucking soon you immoral piece of shit"
My dad recently DID help me buy a little project car and let me drive it around, which has helped my relationship with him a bit more, as beforehand we were constantly fighting each other physically and whatnot, he seemed to have recognized that he was near destroying his relationship with his son, and has made some small changes to be less harsh on me, nowadays, which I can respect. BUT, the car is in his name.
My mom, on the other hand, I doubt there's any way she can remedy that relationship.
// Hours of random cleaning at least once or twice a week for no reason at all, I'm forced to scrub baseboards or a whole bunch of other stupid pointless tasks that don't need to be done ... It's just an excuse for them to take out their anger upon me, during these sessions ... nothing but insults and stuff being thrown at me.
My relationship with my mom is over, to be honest. We don't speak to each other for days at a time, and when we do ... She just berates me, as in today, within five minutes, this conversation happened.
"Are you ever going to get a job and stop being a fucking loser?"
I already make money reselling, why would I do ...
"Why's your hair so fucking greasy"
It's wet
"Stop watching porn we can see that shit"
That's so weird to say, but okay
"Well in this household we monitor what our kids are doing so I don't give a fuck"
Okay dude
"You're waking up at eight tomorrow to do chores, I'm fucking tired of you sitting around all day not doing shit"
*Ignores*
"You fucking heard me ??"
Yes
"Go to sleep, don't be jacking off"
How did ghosting your parents work out for you guys ?
For the last 5 have been hyper-aggressive and controlling since COVID
Listing -
// They have destroyed my PC and 400$ worth of protein powder for taking a soda from their room (when they don't allow me to eat more than once a day), as well as my little brother's Xbox for taking too long to get ready
// Actively insult me for watching hentai and porn as they decided one day they just wanted to monitor one of my jerk off sessions by looking at WiFi logs and now they are obsessed with monitoring my internet activity, they also do unsolicited checks in my room to try to catch me jerking off and treat me as if I'm some porn addict for watching mommy porn at 17
// Constantly insult me for everything I do, including my haircut, style of clothing, the music I make, the way I talk ... etc. Saying it's "hard-r n word like" . This is whole heartably the main reason, of all reasons why I resent them, 5-years of constant degration, On my fucking life, I refuse to speak to someone who looks down upon me let alone "love" them. My grades, my "intelligence" in their eyes, everything, nothing is ever enough for them; my Mom even talks down upon me in front of her friends.
Angry words are passive thoughts ... this is proven by (at least in my mom's case) ... she hasn't bought me anything since December 2023, in which she bought me a 50$ gift card for my 15th birthday (the gift is fine) ... when I failed to pay my mom back 5$ for buying me food (a wendy's biggie bag) she started insulting me and screaming at me like "you're such a fucking liar no girl could ever love you, why did I raise such a conieving thief as a fucking soon you immoral piece of shit"
My dad recently DID help me buy a little project car and let me drive it around, which has helped my relationship with him a bit more, as beforehand we were constantly fighting each other physically and whatnot, he seemed to have recognized that he was near destroying his relationship with his son, and has made some small changes to be less harsh on me, nowadays, which I can respect. BUT, the car is in his name.
My mom, on the other hand, I doubt there's any way she can remedy that relationship.
// Hours of random cleaning at least once or twice a week for no reason at all, I'm forced to scrub baseboards or a whole bunch of other stupid pointless tasks that don't need to be done ... It's just an excuse for them to take out their anger upon me, during these sessions ... nothing but insults and stuff being thrown at me.
My relationship with my mom is over, to be honest. We don't speak to each other for days at a time, and when we do ... She just berates me, as in today, within five minutes, this conversation happened.
"Are you ever going to get a job and stop being a fucking loser?"
I already make money reselling, why would I do ...
"Why's your hair so fucking greasy"
It's wet
"Stop watching porn we can see that shit"
That's so weird to say, but okay
"Well in this household we monitor what our kids are doing so I don't give a fuck"
Okay dude
"You're waking up at eight tomorrow to do chores, I'm fucking tired of you sitting around all day not doing shit"
*Ignores*
"You fucking heard me ??"
Yes
"Go to sleep, don't be jacking off"
How did ghosting your parents work out for you guys ?
