Anything unsocial leads to bad things. (Nuclear Truthpill)

[Deleted member 16970]

Ok so this is what i am forced to realize every time I take psilocybin (5 times so far).

I am the kind of person that when I was young, I was a hyper social, athletic, smart person.

Absolutely everything about me was healthy and projected to do good and be good.

But life hits us all, and I got depression due to the way my father treated me. This lead to me disconnecting from my family because escapism. I got addicted to video games, I would fail my courses and not even care. All I did was video games. I was very suicidal. I took extacy when i went out to be confident. And I didn't have anyone to help me, because my family was not able to see my problems because they had problems of their own. Steroids followed, more coping, lookism coping, blackpill logical coping. Self hate etce tc

Nothing in this world has helped me more than psilocybin.

It is the only thing that can bring you back to reality. The reality that you are a social being, and you thrive only by doing social things.

Videogames eventually lead to isolation which leads to depression IF UNCONTROLLED.

Weed, Drugs of any kind lead to isolation or dependence, which leads to unsocial behavior and depression.

The only thing that can fix you, is social behavior.

This means when you don't have anything to do, that you don't resort to pornography, videogames, isolation, to fill your time.

Your entire day has to revolve around being social.

Doing homework? Do it with a friend.

Sports? -with friends, Gym- with friends. Movie? - with friends. Parties -with friends.

idle behavior, over analysis, self-sabatoge due to a traumatic past, are all anti-social inducers.

I don't actually believe that you can save yourself. Or that a therapist can talk you out of it. But the only thing thats worked for me is psylocibin. And this realization has fixed my family relations, got me a gf, made me an engineer, and stopped my self-sabotage.

 

[HarrierDuBois]

Me stumbling in here just to realize I'm not gonna read a single word:

 

[Deleted member 25586]

v true thread

 

[Sprinkles]

The only thing that can fix you, is social behavior.

 

[badamj]

very true

 

[Deleted member 24712]

Nooo sir I will rot alone!!

 

[Hueless]

Ive been completely isolated for 3 years havent really talked to anyone since the pandemic its a blessing and a curse the loneliness kills you but since ur already dead u have nothing to lose so you become capable of anything ive no boundaries anymore

 

[Deleted member 16970]

Ive been completely isolated for 3 years havent really talked to anyone since the pandemic its a blessing and a curse the loneliness kills you but since ur already dead u have nothing to lose so you become capable of anything ive no boundaries anymore

trust me, i've lived as a antisocial for over 6 years. failed university once. there is alot of power in loneliness because nothing and noone depends on you. but killing yourself is nearly impossible, and you probably have fantasies of rape and murder as i did. Loneliness = eventually game over. The best thing I would do in your situation is get shrooms, take them on a nice sunny day and come back to the way you were as a kid. and do everything in your power to remain that way

 

[LampPostPrime]

We're the most inherently social species on the planet

 

[Leviathin]

Nooo sir I will rot alone!!

he’s me fr

The only thing that can fix you, is social behavior

This is called being a normie which is an improvement from being a recluse, but some of us go big or go home. If I’m not a genius then I rather be dead under a bridge.

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Before psilocybin

After psilocybin

 

[LampPostPrime]

he’s me fr


This is called being a normie which is an improvement from being a recluse, but some of us go big or go home. If I’m not a genius then I rather be dead under a bridge.

Thats just narcissism lol. You cant accept or be satisfied with anything but being high status

 

[Deleted member 16970]

Thats just narcissism lol. You cant accept or be satisfied with anything but being high status

but you can't build high status if you have self-hate, self-sabotague, mental blockade from years of trauma and antisocial behavior.

 

[Deleted member 23778]

Ok so this is what i am forced to realize every time I take psilocybin (5 times so far).

I am the kind of person that when I was young, I was a hyper social, athletic, smart person.

Absolutely everything about me was healthy and projected to do good and be good.

But life hits us all, and I got depression due to the way my father treated me. This lead to me disconnecting from my family because escapism. I got addicted to video games, I would fail my courses and not even care. All I did was video games. I was very suicidal. I took extacy when i went out to be confident. And I didn't have anyone to help me, because my family was not able to see my problems because they had problems of their own. Steroids followed, more coping, lookism coping, blackpill logical coping. Self hate etce tc

Nothing in this world has helped me more than psilocybin.

It is the only thing that can bring you back to reality. The reality that you are a social being, and you thrive only by doing social things.

Videogames eventually lead to isolation which leads to depression IF UNCONTROLLED.

Weed, Drugs of any kind lead to isolation or dependence, which leads to unsocial behavior and depression.

The only thing that can fix you, is social behavior.

This means when you don't have anything to do, that you don't resort to pornography, videogames, isolation, to fill your time.

Your entire day has to revolve around being social.

Doing homework? Do it with a friend.

Sports? -with friends, Gym- with friends. Movie? - with friends. Parties -with friends.

idle behavior, over analysis, self-sabatoge due to a traumatic past, are all anti-social inducers.

I don't actually believe that you can save yourself. Or that a therapist can talk you out of it. But the only thing thats worked for me is psylocibin. And this realization has fixed my family relations, got me a gf, made me an engineer, and stopped my self-sabotage.

>DRUGS LEAD TO DEPENDENCE AND ISOLATION
>does drugs

 

[Freestyleofnoone]

Any hobbies you have should be prosocial hobbies, used to thinks sports was dumb but now I realize it's not about have a ball go in the other hoop it's about the sense of belonging with a group and an activity to get closer to other people. Video games just depends on how you do it, alone and it's gg.

Psilocybin is just derealising to a point where you can handle the level of irrationality reality has, it doesn't actually fix or heal anything even if it helps people's behavior align more with reality in aquireing more desirable outcomes.

 

[Leviathin]

Thats just narcissism

yeah and?

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

Also, good post, OP -- dealt with a deep depression for the last few years but you just gotta snap out of it one day. Never tried psilocybin but I tried acid last year because my friends claimed it would help. I don't think it did though. Was just me, myself and I. I still got 600 mcg of acid left, it's literally stashed a meter away from me. But I swore it off after puking my brains out during my last trip.

 

[Deleted member 16970]

>DRUGS LEAD TO DEPENDENCE AND ISOLATION
>does drugs

psilocybin is a god tier medication

 

[Hueless]

trust me, i've lived as a antisocial for over 6 years. failed university once. there is alot of power in loneliness because nothing and noone depends on you. but killing yourself is nearly impossible, and you probably have fantasies of rape and murder as i did. Loneliness = eventually game over. The best thing I would do in your situation is get shrooms, take them on a nice sunny day and come back to the way you were as a kid. and do everything in your power to remain that way

Thanks for the advice i apprecaite it but i dont want to dull my mind with those psychedelics they would only make me even lazier ive a few things keeping me going right now leaning out looking better and ive got some stuff to occupy my mind for now but i know this shit wont last forever whats next i dont know

 

[Deleted member 16970]

Also, good post, OP -- dealt with a deep depression for the last few years but you just gotta snap out of it one day. Never tried psilocybin but I tried acid last year because my friends claimed it would help. I don't think it did though. Was just me, myself and I. I still got 600 mcg of acid left, it's literally stashed a meter away from me. But I swore it off after puking my brains out during my last trip.

never tried acid but the euphoria might be too addictive. I do shrooms maybe once a year or when I'm burnt out due to winter depression.
Just to be safe, get shrooms only.

 

[Deleted member 16970]

Thanks for the advice i apprecaite it but i dont want to dull my mind with those psychedelics they would only make me even lazier ive a few things keeping me going right now leaning out looking better and ive got some stuff to occupy my mind for now but i know this shit wont last forever whats next i dont know

shrooms will NOT make you lazy. they will make you MORE productive and use your entire day more socially. They will remove your attachment to anything un-natural.

 

[Deleted member 23778]

psilocybin is a god tier medication

Yes, drugs are medication. Groundbreaking discovery

 

[Deleted member 16970]

Yes, drugs are medication. Groundbreaking discovery

As someone whos done 500mg of steroids for over a year, copious amounts of weed, extacy, I cant asure you, that shrooms are 0% addictive.

 

[rand anon]

Nooo sir I will rot alone!!

 

[80iq]

so fucking true but how do u find dudes who are similar to u? i only got 2 friends from hs that i still speak to and relate to. im in college now and i relate to nobody

 

[Deleted member 23974]

Also, good post, OP -- dealt with a deep depression for the last few years but you just gotta snap out of it one day. Never tried psilocybin but I tried acid last year because my friends claimed it would help. I don't think it did though. Was just me, myself and I. I still got 600 mcg of acid left, it's literally stashed a meter away from me. But I swore it off after puking my brains out during my last trip.

u can give to me if u dont want it

 

[Gengar’s Ghost]

never tried acid but the euphoria might be too addictive. I do shrooms maybe once a year or when I'm burnt out due to winter depression.
Just to be safe, get shrooms only.

Man, I just keep falling asleep on acid and apparently that stuff is supposed to keep you up. Perhaps it's my setting (I sit on my bed when I take it) and I am prone to laying in bed and before I know it---fast asleep. I like how I see stuff on my wall, moving about; colorful stuff but nothing you see in animations. I took 400 mcg during my last trip. Probably wasn't a good idea to have taken it on a full stomach but I have this policy: if it makes me puke, I never use it anymore. Ever. Also, I don't like acid because the effects last for 12 hours. I literally need to sleep twice before I feel normal again. The best part is the comedown as I call it; basically what comes after the peak and I wake up from my sleep. It was super strange, as I was puking, my brain was comforting me -- "It's okay, let it all out," I thought. I didn't even realize it was me who was puking. Weird shit. But yeah I hate it I'm not gonna go back to it.

u can give to me if u dont want it

Yeah you can have it if you want.

 

[Sanguinius]

Good thread bro, thanks for posting

 

[Deleted member 24940]

I am the kind of person that when I was young, I was a hyper social, athletic, smart person.

Absolutely everything about me was healthy and projected to do good and be good.

But life hits us all, and I got depression due to the way my father treated me.

Holy shit this is exactly my life story. Are you me?

 

[Deleted member 16970]

so fucking true but how do u find dudes who are similar to u? i only got 2 friends from hs that i still speak to and relate to. im in college now and i relate to nobody

I do shrooms with my friends. But you will make friendships more easily once you get past the self sabotaging behaviour. I literally made myself friendless for so long because of selfhate

 

[Deleted member 24940]

I do shrooms with my friends. But you will make friendships more easily once you get past the self sabotaging behaviour. I literally made myself friendless for so long because of selfhate

What he's asking is where did you meet your friends? Post high school it's hard to make them.

 

[Clown Show]

I enjoy having this low level, deranged, primitive psyche.

 

[thegoat]

potentially true but i dont want to become a clingy faggot overdependent on others

 

[PURE ARYAN GENETICS]

psilocybin

 

[thegoat]

shrooms will NOT make you lazy. they will make you MORE productive and use your entire day more socially. They will remove your attachment to anything un-natural.

they will if you overdo it. I've lurked on reddit subs and the consensus is that people who trip too often, become detached from reality and material goals whatsoever, they become non-functional like cant have a job cant have a routine etc

 

[Deleted member 16970]

they will if you overdo it. I've lurked on reddit subs and the consensus is that people who trip too often, become detached from reality and material goals whatsoever, they become non-functional like cant have a job cant have a routine etc

I guess i could see that happening if u do them often. But you should only do them if u are in a really bad place, and don’t see a way out.
I think of it like a reset button to undo all the coping mechanisms i create

 

[Deleted member 16970]

What he's asking is where did you meet your friends? Post high school it's hard to make them.

University i made friends and at work. Anywhere you are you should be open minded to others. And catch yourself judging others harshly because a single shroom trip can flip your entire personality around. To me this means that people who are toxic or not friendly have created repetitive patterns of antisocial behaviour that makes it difficult to be friends (i used to do this).

What ive learned is that i have to be a good person first for other people to want to look up to or even spend time with. This means you have to learn to forgive yourself and be empathic towards yourself, and naturally you will treats others the same and they will gravitate towars u

The thoughts that run in your mind actually create your subconscious and motivate your behaviours. Your reoccurring thoughts create your personality. So you should try to have reoccurring thoughts that benefit you rather than sabotage you

 

[Deleted member 16970]

potentially true but i dont want to become a clingy faggot overdependent on others

Its not about depending on others. Its about building eachother up and spending our temporary life on earth doing what is naturally good for us. Socializing.

 

[Deleted member 16275]

How old are you btw

 

[Deleted member 16970]

How old are you btw

25

 

[BongMog]

Great post OP

 

[thegoat]

University i made friends and at work. Anywhere you are you should be open minded to others. And catch yourself judging others harshly because a single shroom trip can flip your entire personality around. To me this means that people who are toxic or not friendly have created repetitive patterns of antisocial behaviour that makes it difficult to be friends (i used to do this).

What ive learned is that i have to be a good person first for other people to want to look up to or even spend time with. This means you have to learn to forgive yourself and be empathic towards yourself, and naturally you will treats others the same and they will gravitate towars u

The thoughts that run in your mind actually create your subconscious and motivate your behaviours. Your reoccurring thoughts create your personality. So you should try to have reoccurring thoughts that benefit you rather than sabotage you

have u dealt with excessive negative/depressing thoughts before? Goin through this rn tbh. If im alone I will almost always start thinking along the lines of -> youre a fucking virgin loser -> it is over for LTNs -> give up on everything -> would genuinely not care if I died today

If im around other people e.g. uni, im too occupied to think depressively. Its gotten to the point where while im out, I'm actually surprised at how the fuck I was so insanely depressed yesterday when I was at home. Im literally a completely different person if im socialising. And then I will isolate for a few days again and the cycle repeats.

 

[Dr. Bludy]

Ok so this is what i am forced to realize every time I take psilocybin (5 times so far).

I am the kind of person that when I was young, I was a hyper social, athletic, smart person.

Absolutely everything about me was healthy and projected to do good and be good.

But life hits us all, and I got depression due to the way my father treated me. This lead to me disconnecting from my family because escapism. I got addicted to video games, I would fail my courses and not even care. All I did was video games. I was very suicidal. I took extacy when i went out to be confident. And I didn't have anyone to help me, because my family was not able to see my problems because they had problems of their own. Steroids followed, more coping, lookism coping, blackpill logical coping. Self hate etce tc

Nothing in this world has helped me more than psilocybin.

It is the only thing that can bring you back to reality. The reality that you are a social being, and you thrive only by doing social things.

Videogames eventually lead to isolation which leads to depression IF UNCONTROLLED.

Weed, Drugs of any kind lead to isolation or dependence, which leads to unsocial behavior and depression.

The only thing that can fix you, is social behavior.

This means when you don't have anything to do, that you don't resort to pornography, videogames, isolation, to fill your time.

Your entire day has to revolve around being social.

Doing homework? Do it with a friend.

Sports? -with friends, Gym- with friends. Movie? - with friends. Parties -with friends.

idle behavior, over analysis, self-sabatoge due to a traumatic past, are all anti-social inducers.

I don't actually believe that you can save yourself. Or that a therapist can talk you out of it. But the only thing thats worked for me is psylocibin. And this realization has fixed my family relations, got me a gf, made me an engineer, and stopped my self-sabotage.

Fuck off