Matrix88
sensitive ND guy
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Even if my final goal is to get surgeries and ascend to live a new life in another country, I still wouldn't say that looks are my whole life. They are ofc the main focus, but I really like music, series, videogames and tech stuff.
I've been thinking about a lot of stuff these weeks, thinking that nobody in my current life matters and I'm just so inferior to attractive people (that's still true obviously). But now I've realized that even if I have to reach a goal, I shouldn't torture myself to not enjoy life.
I want to read your thoughts about this.
TLDR: Wanting to ascend through hardmaxxes and dedicate your life to it doesn't mean that's all life has to offer
I've been thinking about a lot of stuff these weeks, thinking that nobody in my current life matters and I'm just so inferior to attractive people (that's still true obviously). But now I've realized that even if I have to reach a goal, I shouldn't torture myself to not enjoy life.
I want to read your thoughts about this.
TLDR: Wanting to ascend through hardmaxxes and dedicate your life to it doesn't mean that's all life has to offer
