are the any ways to change how my cucked brain works permanently

[Vilexx777]

i used to be fat and short when i was younger and this lead to me having practically no confidence and belief in myself, the problem is now even though i changed and shit my brain is still making me feel like i am that same little cuck in most social situations, when i walk around outside i feel like a creep and it’s hard to walk past people for some reason because it spikes my cortisol so much

i’m like completely different when i’m allby myself, It’s all just gone away.

It’s similar to when i’m out with friends, when i’m with friends i also turn kinda nt

Is this just low self esteem/trust in myself or am i permanently fucked

also i’m not autistic but i do have autistic traits

 

[Monsterzod]

take caffeine before going out and if girls make eye contact with you it means u look good so keep that in mind and it’ll improve ur confidence as the time goes

 

[Vilexx777]

take caffeine before going out and if girls make eye contact with you it means u look good so keep that in mind and it’ll improve ur confidence as the time goes

i take caffeine with l-theanine and adderall every morning, does boost confidence and mood but not enough to make me nt

 

[Vilexx777]

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[MLP]

because it spikes my cortisol so much

 

[Vilexx777]

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