Are you a good person?

[grungymallard97]

Then I wouldn't. I'd only do that for my immediate family

but would u actyally take a bullet for ur mum? like be honest here

 

[Mess]

but would u actyally take a bullet for ur mum? like be honest here

I think honestly in a real life scenario, I'd only take a shot for my siblings. I'm the eldest so it's just how it is

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

u may be joking but I actually think like this. I’d never take a bullet for anyone in any circumstance

I'm serious
It's for the good of the whole world
Most people are inconsequential but my actions will change everything

Even if a billion people died, that'd be less consequential than me dying

 

[grungymallard97]

I think honestly in a real life scenario, I'd only take a shot for my siblings. I'm the eldest so it's just how it is

I’m the eldest and I’d never take a shot for my siblings maybe u have a better relationship with urs but I just never would, I resent most of my family despite no issues

 

[grungymallard97]

I'm serious
It's for the good of the whole world
Most people are inconsequential but my actions will change everything

Even if a billion people died, that'd be less consequential than me dying

I think the same thing abt myself too. I’m the only person in my world that can feel anything, if I died nobody feels anything because my consciences is dead. If I was to die the world would die with me

 

[Mess]

I’m the eldest and I’d never take a shot for my siblings maybe u have a better relationship with urs but I just never would, I resent most of my family despite no issues

I couldn't live with myself if I died over my sibling

 

[grungymallard97]

I couldn't live with myself if I died over my sibling

I could. I have real dark thoughts sometimes when people annoy me and my brother does a lot I’m not gna say what I think here but it’s bad and violent. I Hate most people, it sounds really stupid to say

 

[rand anon]

I think so, I try to be atleast

 

[Mess]

I could. I have real dark thoughts sometimes when people annoy me and my brother does a lot I’m not gna say what I think here but it’s bad and violent. I Hate most people, it sounds really stupid to say

Nah I fight with my brother but deep down I wouldn't want to do him actual harm

 

[gookcelriceR]

Yeah I can do that. I also love feeling sadness and pain as it’s one of the only emotions I can really feel. Happiness idk if I’ve ever truly felt, just pure happiness

Are you also irresponsive when you just embrace whatever you truly are?
When I think about how I'm actually not feeling any real emotion, my thoughts become so lifeless, no more vivid descriptions.

 

[grungymallard97]

I think so, I try to be atleast

Mirin effort but in reality ur probably not without me even knowing u

 

[Schizotypalcel]

i would be lying if i said yes.

 

[grungymallard97]

Are you also irresponsive when you just embrace whatever you truly are?
When I think about how I'm actually not feeling any real emotion, my thoughts become so lifeless, no more vivid descriptions.

Yeah I’m just static. sounds dark but do u ever get really dark violent thoughts that you’d never act on, like ripping someone’s face off or biting their face off? Sounds crazy ik

 

[grungymallard97]

i would be lying if i said yes.

ur honest. Same with me

 

[gookcelriceR]

I think my downside is I'm cocky asf

that's not a downside imo, cockiness is one of the strongest emotions I can feel

 

[Mess]

that's not a downside imo, cockiness is one of the strongest emotions I can feel

Can be a positive and a negative. self-confidence and narcissism are on the same spectrum

 

[grungymallard97]

Can be a positive and a negative. self-confidence and narcissism are on the same spectrum

narcissistic behaviour isn’t bad imo

 

[gookcelriceR]

Yeah I’m just static. sounds dark but do u ever get really dark violent thoughts that you’d never act on, like ripping someone’s face off or biting their face off? Sounds crazy ik

Not really, man. But I think we're psychopaths or sociopaths tbh

 

[grungymallard97]

Not really, man. But I think we're psychopaths or sociopaths tbh

I get these thoughts a lot about people I’m close too, I also hate sounds like controller clicking, talking and eating/slurping sounds, makes me wanna seriously hurt people. Maybe I’m being too honest and none of ts is relatable to you

 

[gookcelriceR]

Can be a positive and a negative. self-confidence and narcissism are on the same spectrum

narcissistic behaviour isn’t bad imo

It makes me feel really good, actually. It's something that never fails to make ME feel like ME. It's very comforting, and most of my happiness comes from my own self-love and other behaviors such as showing off or feeling like I'm a god or something.
Like I legit would just be with a Stacy because it'd make me 'look cool', not for LTR or STR, what makes me feel better is to imagine myself in third person, like I'm inside of a movie. Like "hell yeah, that's cool because it's me", it's corny af to say it, but it's true

I get these thoughts a lot about people I’m close too, I also hate sounds like controller clicking, talking and eating/slurping sounds, makes me wanna seriously hurt people. Maybe I’m being too honest and none of ts is relatable to you

Don't worry, man. I don't relate to nothing of this, but it's still nice to hear your experience.

 

[grungymallard97]

It makes me feel really good, actually. It's something that never fails to make ME feel like ME. It's very comforting, and most of my happiness comes from my own self-love and other behaviors such as showing off or feeling like I'm a god or something.
Like I legit would just be with a Stacy because it'd make me 'look cool', not for LTR or STR, what makes me feel better is to imagine myself in third person, like I'm inside of a movie. Like "hell yeah, that's cool because it's me", it's corny af to say it, but it's true

Don't worry, man. I don't relate to nothing of this, but it's still nice to hear your experience.

yeah I get what ur saying I care about my image and being portrayed as the best I will put down others to ensure my success

yeah nobody really relates to me tbh kinda lonely. I think I just have real bad anger issues

 

[darkromantica]

societal construct i just exist and mind my own business

 

[arabcelxxx]

Yes or no

The best

 

[Deleted member 90503]

Yes or no

what would make me a bad person for example?

 

[gookcelriceR]

yeah I get what ur saying I care about my image and being portrayed as the best I will put down others to ensure my success

yeah nobody really relates to me tbh kinda lonely. I think I just have real bad anger issues

Yeah, probably. I really related to what you said except for that part, so I guess what makes you different is another problem which is anger issues meanwhile I'm more 'stoic'

 

[grungymallard97]

what would make me a bad person for example?

Selfishness, would u save urself at the expense of an innocent family

 

[grungymallard97]

Yeah, probably. I really related to what you said except for that part, so I guess what makes you different is another problem which is anger issues meanwhile I'm more 'stoic'

it sounds very very corny but I’m similar to the American psycho charecter but Ik ts sounds goofy asf. I just have to act, the only emotions I feel are negative and I lash out. I’ve had many fights before

 

[gookcelriceR]

it sounds very very corny but I’m similar to the American psycho charecter but Ik ts sounds goofy asf. I just have to act, the only emotions I feel are negative and I lash out. I’ve had many fights before

Yeah, I was comparing you to him too in my head. Seems like you're a very unhealthy psycho just like Patrick, there are many types of psychopaths, and you had to be one of the most unstable.

 

[Deleted member 90503]

Selfishness, would u save urself at the expense of an innocent family

Yes %100 but i dont think its selfishness since they have a chance to kill me in order to save themselves but if im being honest i would kill them in order to save myself even if the family innocent and full of love

 

[grungymallard97]

Yeah, I was comparing you to him too in my head. Seems like you're a very unhealthy psycho just like Patrick, there are many types of psychopaths, and you had to be one of the most unstable.

idk if I’m unstable, I can sometimes control my anger but I just Hate low IQ people and irritating people, I doubt I’d ever kill anyone couldn’t bring myself to it but I have unhealthy amounts of anger and hatred in my heart. I’m probs psychotic

 

[grungymallard97]

Yes %100 but i dont think its selfishness since they have a chance to kill me in order to save themselves but if im being honest i would kill them in order to save myself even if the family innocent and full of love

Then ur a bad person at heart, just like the rest of us

 

[Deleted member 90503]

Then ur a bad person at heart, just like the rest of us

its not my fault that my family have aspd and gave the genetics to me + abused me jfl

 

[grungymallard97]

its not my fault that my family have aspd and gave the genetics to me + abused me jfl

yeah, we all have a sobstory bro. Truth is even the best backgrounds would save themselves. I just don’t value other human life

 

[DarkTriadBeliever]

I don't try to be good, nor will I be mean unprovoked, I just like to chill

 

[grungymallard97]

I don't try to be good, nor will I be mean unprovoked, I just like to chill

I wish I was like u but I’m judgemental asf

 

[gookcelriceR]

idk if I’m unstable, I can sometimes control my anger but I just Hate low IQ people and irritating people, I doubt I’d ever kill anyone couldn’t bring myself to it but I have unhealthy amounts of anger and hatred in my heart. I’m probs psychotic

That does sound really unstable, even if you don't lash out in the worst way possible, you're very unhealthy.
And just like Bateman, you're more psychotic than psychopathic deep down

 

[grungymallard97]

That does sound really unstable, even if you don't lash out in the worst way possible, you're very unhealthy.
And just like Bateman, you're more psychotic than psychopathic deep down

yeah, the thing is I can act normal and get along well with most people but in my head is a shitstorm. I use my anger in boxing luckily, I go to a dark place when I fight, so hopefully I never lash out irl. Tbh my fucked up mental state is a mix of my parents sorta never really caring and me in general

 

[gookcelriceR]

yeah, the thing is I can act normal and get along well with most people but in my head is a shitstorm. I use my anger in boxing luckily, I go to a dark place when I fight, so hopefully I never lash out irl. Tbh my fucked up mental state is a mix of my parents sorta never really caring and me in general

Well, I wish you good luck brother. Bye

 

[gookcelriceR]

It was nice talking to you

 

[grungymallard97]

Well, I wish you good luck brother. Bye

yeah sorry for kinda venting bro u too bye

 

[Deleted member 90503]

yeah, we all have a sobstory bro. Truth is even the best backgrounds would save themselves. I just don’t value other human life

death doesnt mean anything to me cs i dont believe in afterlife i would beat up people if i had the strenght , i had urges to hurt other people when i was a child but ignored it

 

[Deleted member 90503]

yeah, we all have a sobstory bro. Truth is even the best backgrounds would save themselves. I just don’t value other human life

And since i dont think there is a after life i would kill people without causint them feel pain its not evil for me since they didnt felt any pain or go to hell etc. The reason why im not doing ts is just i dont have balls to it rn and im a child buy maybe after my puberty ends my thought will go away too idk

 

[grungymallard97]

death doesnt mean anything to me cs i dont believe in afterlife i would beat up people if i had the strenght , i had urges to hurt other people when i was a child but ignored it

I still have similar urges if you’ve seen what I’ve been saying in this thread

 

[grungymallard97]

And since i dont think there is an after life i would kill people without causint them feel pain its not evil for me since they didnt felt any pain or go to hell etc. The reason why im not doing ts is just i dont have balls to it rn and im a child buy maybe after my puberty ends my thought will go away too idk

Don’t kill people bro

 

[janet]

Yes or no

Yes

 

[grungymallard97]

Yes

Cap

 

[MrShimano]

Truth is, you're more of a man today than you were yesterday

 

[grungymallard97]

Truth is, you're more of a man today than you were yesterday

What does this mean brk

 

[Deleted member 90503]

I still have similar urges if you’ve seen what I’ve been saying in this thread

Try taking your anger out animals

 

[Deleted member 90503]

Don’t kill people bro

like i said death doesnt mean anything to me they wknt feel pain or regret to their actions so keeping them alive while tortuoring them is much more better if you really hate someone

Don’t kill people bro