Are you guys going to ever get sattisfied with how you look?

[susisesi]

I thought my life would be better magically when I start looking some way.

I really don’t wanna ramble about my rating but the lowesr I have been rated is lhtn and the highest it hhtn for context.
And one year ago I was deffinetly ltn.

I am still the same person who got cheated on. I am still the same fragile fat kid who got bullied his entire childhood.
I don’t feel good, I still feel ugly, I am ashamed to show my face thus I have no social media.

I don’t go outside, if we exclude the gym and groceries I haven’t gone outside in 4months. My dopamine was so low that my prolactin spiked, and I got put on medication for it.

I miss how I loved, who I was, how I had butterflies in my stomach to hold a girls hand. But now I will never experience that feeling anymore. I have no interrest in women or anything at this point. My hormones are just messed up and I am just a crying in my room wasting my youth.

I had so many bad experiences and wish I could just go back to before those experiences. I don’t feel like there is any way to fix it or get over it, or my mind is fucked and I can’t let go of things that happened years ago. All I can think about is what if those things didn’t happen.

Still trying to look better but I feel uglier each day. I just want to drop out quit everything and rot

 

[jizargo]

Idk

 

[hyperbeast]

Just a little leaner...

 

[reallybro]

I thought my life would be better magically when I start looking some way.

I really don’t wanna ramble about my rating but the lowesr I have been rated is lhtn and the highest it hhtn for context.
And one year ago I was deffinetly ltn.

I am still the same person who got cheated on. I am still the same fragile fat kid who got bullied his entire childhood.
I don’t feel good, I still feel ugly, I am ashamed to show my face thus I have no social media.

I don’t go outside, if we exclude the gym and groceries I haven’t gone outside in 4months. My dopamine was so low that my prolactin spiked, and I got put on medication for it.

I miss how I loved, who I was, how I had butterflies in my stomach to hold a girls hand. But now I will never experience that feeling anymore. I have no interrest in women or anything at this point. My hormones are just messed up and I am just a crying in my room wasting my youth.

I had so many bad experiences and wish I could just go back to before those experiences. I don’t feel like there is any way to fix it or get over it, or my mind is fucked and I can’t let go of things that happened years ago. All I can think about is what if those things didn’t happen.

Still trying to look better but I feel uglier each day. I just want to drop out quit everything and rot

nothing you can do can bring back your youth and have experiences you never had that feeling will never go away unfortunately. but you can keep moving forward and take care of yourself so you are the best version of you.

 

[duhz]

prob after i hardmax this summer

 

[susisesi]

nothing you can do can bring back your youth and have experiences you never had that feeling will never go away unfortunately. but you can keep moving forward and take care of yourself so you are the best version of you.

I just feel like;
If I am so much more better why do I feel so much worse

Every aspect of my life seems so much better than it was before but I just wanna feel like how I felt before.

And I can’t even complain irl, because everyone assumes I am living a very good life

 

[susisesi]

Just a little leaner...

Ive lost like 55kgs last year and idk where to stop tbh I am still going

 

[hyperbeast]

Ive lost like 55kgs last year and idk where to stop tbh I am still going

Imrpessive

 

[rawr]

no because ill always be ugly

 

[Joe_Is23]

I thought my life would be better magically when I start looking some way.

I really don’t wanna ramble about my rating but the lowesr I have been rated is lhtn and the highest it hhtn for context.
And one year ago I was deffinetly ltn.

I am still the same person who got cheated on. I am still the same fragile fat kid who got bullied his entire childhood.
I don’t feel good, I still feel ugly, I am ashamed to show my face thus I have no social media.

I don’t go outside, if we exclude the gym and groceries I haven’t gone outside in 4months. My dopamine was so low that my prolactin spiked, and I got put on medication for it.

I miss how I loved, who I was, how I had butterflies in my stomach to hold a girls hand. But now I will never experience that feeling anymore. I have no interrest in women or anything at this point. My hormones are just messed up and I am just a crying in my room wasting my youth.

I had so many bad experiences and wish I could just go back to before those experiences. I don’t feel like there is any way to fix it or get over it, or my mind is fucked and I can’t let go of things that happened years ago. All I can think about is what if those things didn’t happen.

Still trying to look better but I feel uglier each day. I just want to drop out quit everything and rot

No

 

[GenZ]

Though about this and no. Only way I would ever be satisfied with "myself" is if I inhabit some Chad's body. I know it's cuckish.