Matrix88
sensitive ND guy
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I really am. It's just so much stuff that I'd need to do to improoove my life and get to be independent
I don't wanna say that I wanna be a loser who lives with his mom forever, but I still feel like a kid tbh. I don't wanna do anything with my life, I just wanna rot. Studying, working, doing adult stuff and all that shit... is just too much for me, and it has no rewards.
If my teenage years were good as a tall MTN+ then sure, I'd be happy to become a functioning adult, but that wasn't my case. That's why I still act like a kid, idk how to control these thoughts and mood swings I experience so often. I'm a little afraid of it tbh
I don't wanna say that I wanna be a loser who lives with his mom forever, but I still feel like a kid tbh. I don't wanna do anything with my life, I just wanna rot. Studying, working, doing adult stuff and all that shit... is just too much for me, and it has no rewards.
If my teenage years were good as a tall MTN+ then sure, I'd be happy to become a functioning adult, but that wasn't my case. That's why I still act like a kid, idk how to control these thoughts and mood swings I experience so often. I'm a little afraid of it tbh
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