As I get older

[Deleted member 18340]

I'm nearing the stage of freedom , doom and total awareness all in one ..I used to be really depressed when I realised I could never have functioning human relationships like other people ..those were the beginning of my post blackpill phase .now I have accepted my fate ..and sometimes chuckle at myself and the world ...maybe I was destined to be this way ..I have never been like other people

Like for example , when I see people in relationships , I could never see myself that way ..cause one it feels like a prison and so 'grownup' like ..imagine q child looking at grownup people in relationships and be like 'gross' ..yes I'm like that .. I'm 23 and I still feel like a child .I still don't know where to go make ATM cards or how to be responsible for something ..I still remember the time when I had the only gf ..I remember when she held my hand , I felt so weird ...it felt so cringe to me ..like something I wasn't supposed to be doing ..I immediately declined her saying 'dont do that ..it feels weird to me '

yes I crave sex but that's all about it ...am I a weirdo ??am I an autist ??Honestly I don't know ..but I feel very different from other people ..maybe that's the reason I'll forever be single ..

Sometimes it makes me depressed why I couldn't be like the others ...but as time goes on , I have learnt to accept it ..right now , I'm working on myself and my chakras to free myself off lust ..so that I truly go on the way to enlightment ...I cant let lust control me ..I can't fake my personality just to be with a woman ..when my end goal is to only have sex ...acceptance is the key to freedom

 

[Chadeep]

Maybe get some hookups or ONS tbh. You look good won't be a problem.

 

[Deleted member 18840]

Maybe get some hookups or ONS tbh. You look good won't be a problem.

i have all ur sig beside body and hunter eyes, fbm

 

[Deleted member 5786]

@Nameless_Sunflower

 

[Deleted member 18340]

Maybe get some hookups or ONS tbh. You look good won't be a problem.

I can't ...I don't even last a minute masturbating alone ....I have gone to red light areas several times before with plans to whoremaxx but each time I returned back due to fear ..but when I can't even last a minute alone ..imagine me with a whore ..them whores will roast the fuck out of me ..

 

[Deleted member 3828]

I'm nearing the stage of freedom , doom and total awareness all in one ..I used to be really depressed when I realised I could never have functioning human relationships like other people ..those were the beginning of my post blackpill phase .now I have accepted my fate ..and sometimes chuckle at myself and the world ...maybe I was destined to be this way ..I have never been like other people

Like for example , when I see people in relationships , I could never see myself that way ..cause one it feels like a prison and so 'grownup' like ..imagine q child looking at grownup people in relationships and be like 'gross' ..yes I'm like that .. I'm 23 and I still feel like a child .I still don't know where to go make ATM cards or how to be responsible for something ..I still remember the time when I had the only gf ..I remember when she held my hand , I felt so weird ...it felt so cringe to me ..like something I wasn't supposed to be doing ..I immediately declined her saying 'dont do that ..it feels weird to me '

yes I crave sex but that's all about it ...am I a weirdo ??am I an autist ??Honestly I don't know ..but I feel very different from other people ..maybe that's the reason I'll forever be single ..

Sometimes it makes me depressed why I couldn't be like the others ...but as time goes on , I have learnt to accept it ..right now , I'm working on myself and my chakras to free myself off lust ..so that I truly go on the way to enlightment ...I cant let lust control me ..I can't fake my personality just to be with a woman ..when my end goal is to only have sex ...acceptance is the key to freedom

Yeah same age same place in social hierarchy but you are coping with ascetism which is low iq
Unless you are fat or want to dopamine detox

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I'm nearing the stage of freedom , doom and total awareness all in one ..I used to be really depressed when I realised I could never have functioning human relationships like other people ..those were the beginning of my post blackpill phase .now I have accepted my fate ..and sometimes chuckle at myself and the world ...maybe I was destined to be this way ..I have never been like other people

Like for example , when I see people in relationships , I could never see myself that way ..cause one it feels like a prison and so 'grownup' like ..imagine q child looking at grownup people in relationships and be like 'gross' ..yes I'm like that .. I'm 23 and I still feel like a child .I still don't know where to go make ATM cards or how to be responsible for something ..I still remember the time when I had the only gf ..I remember when she held my hand , I felt so weird ...it felt so cringe to me ..like something I wasn't supposed to be doing ..I immediately declined her saying 'dont do that ..it feels weird to me '

yes I crave sex but that's all about it ...am I a weirdo ??am I an autist ??Honestly I don't know ..but I feel very different from other people ..maybe that's the reason I'll forever be single ..

Sometimes it makes me depressed why I couldn't be like the others ...but as time goes on , I have learnt to accept it ..right now , I'm working on myself and my chakras to free myself off lust ..so that I truly go on the way to enlightment ...I cant let lust control me ..I can't fake my personality just to be with a woman ..when my end goal is to only have sex ...acceptance is the key to freedom

Join the military or kys it's over ur coping

 

[Deleted member 15674]

I'm nearing the stage of freedom , doom and total awareness all in one ..I used to be really depressed when I realised I could never have functioning human relationships like other people ..those were the beginning of my post blackpill phase .now I have accepted my fate ..and sometimes chuckle at myself and the world ...maybe I was destined to be this way ..I have never been like other people

Like for example , when I see people in relationships , I could never see myself that way ..cause one it feels like a prison and so 'grownup' like ..imagine q child looking at grownup people in relationships and be like 'gross' ..yes I'm like that .. I'm 23 and I still feel like a child .I still don't know where to go make ATM cards or how to be responsible for something ..I still remember the time when I had the only gf ..I remember when she held my hand , I felt so weird ...it felt so cringe to me ..like something I wasn't supposed to be doing ..I immediately declined her saying 'dont do that ..it feels weird to me '

yes I crave sex but that's all about it ...am I a weirdo ??am I an autist ??Honestly I don't know ..but I feel very different from other people ..maybe that's the reason I'll forever be single ..

Sometimes it makes me depressed why I couldn't be like the others ...but as time goes on , I have learnt to accept it ..right now , I'm working on myself and my chakras to free myself off lust ..so that I truly go on the way to enlightment ...I cant let lust control me ..I can't fake my personality just to be with a woman ..when my end goal is to only have sex ...acceptance is the key to freedom

Feel you there bhai. Sometimes I don’t feel like normal person

 

[Deleted member 4362]

Feel you there bhai. Sometimes I don’t feel like normal person

You’re not