
mortis
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at 12 13 14 i thought i was the best and the "better built guy around my peers" by having different interests and hobbies ( i just was a retarded autistic social inept subhuman kid)
at 17 i thought i was a low iq retard at 14 and used to laugh at my past self and thought i grew up and became more experienced and i know it all( i was still a retarded autistic social inept)
at 19 i thought im faaar more mature and became just 10 times better than my 17s childish inept years but i was wrong( i was still a retarded autistic social inept child)
at 21 i thought im just an experienced grown man and im done with everything but i was fully wrong( i was still a retarded autistic social inept infant)
im now thinking how RETARDED and DISCONNECTED i was from reality just 3 years ago and im still discovering my retarded, gullible, awkward, socially inept, illiterate past self and drowning in cringe as i think about my past social encounters, the way i talked in classes, interacted socially and thought i was cool (jfl) , talked to girls, to guys, to everybody.
you know what is the sad part? its the fact that im still as cringe and retarded as ever, and 3 years later ill find out. ( i am 100% sure am still a retarded autistic social inept subhuman like i was my whole life and will be for ever and only time will tell me)
somebody save me from the incredible cringe and shame im going through rn from my past traumas
at 17 i thought i was a low iq retard at 14 and used to laugh at my past self and thought i grew up and became more experienced and i know it all( i was still a retarded autistic social inept)
at 19 i thought im faaar more mature and became just 10 times better than my 17s childish inept years but i was wrong( i was still a retarded autistic social inept child)
at 21 i thought im just an experienced grown man and im done with everything but i was fully wrong( i was still a retarded autistic social inept infant)
im now thinking how RETARDED and DISCONNECTED i was from reality just 3 years ago and im still discovering my retarded, gullible, awkward, socially inept, illiterate past self and drowning in cringe as i think about my past social encounters, the way i talked in classes, interacted socially and thought i was cool (jfl) , talked to girls, to guys, to everybody.
you know what is the sad part? its the fact that im still as cringe and retarded as ever, and 3 years later ill find out. ( i am 100% sure am still a retarded autistic social inept subhuman like i was my whole life and will be for ever and only time will tell me)
somebody save me from the incredible cringe and shame im going through rn from my past traumas

