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I already feel it right now and I am only 25. When I was a kid or teenager my emotional reactions to stuff was far more intense, getting approval or disapproval from a peer could mean extreme euphoria or dysphoria, stuff seemed so much more fun even though I did them all the time, talking to someone was far more fun, social media and writing stuff seemed amazing, tv, movies were all more intense and exciting. Now most things are just boring, it's not similar to when I was depressed, because I was often miserable, avoided doing things or didn't find enjoyment. In many ways I feel I have experienced my entire youth and it sucked for the most part, even though I never dated a girl, went to a college party, a sleepover, got drunk with friends, I did pretty much everything alone. Life seemed to be so full of possibilities now even if by some miracle I became attractive I couldn't enjoy my life anywhere near as much as I could have as a teenager or in my early 20's. I assume this is what aging does to you.
