yvessss
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I get girls, I have friends, and some money, and it helped for a while.
Until I started to realize that these things don’t mean shit.
And any improvement just ends up becoming your new baseline and you just want more, so you get more and the cycle repeats.
Throughout all of this you lose yourself and any bit of a soul you once had has withered away.
Now nothing makes you happy and you realize the hamster wheel you’re on, but you have nothing left.
So you realize there’s no point of living anymore, every day is painful and a drag.
No one truly loves you, and you realized that more as you ascended.
The respect, admiration and love is all fake and you’re truly alone, trapped in this god forsaken world.
Fuck everything I just want to stop existing. Nothing helps anymore. There’s no hope for me.
No one actually loves me for me.
Until I started to realize that these things don’t mean shit.
And any improvement just ends up becoming your new baseline and you just want more, so you get more and the cycle repeats.
Throughout all of this you lose yourself and any bit of a soul you once had has withered away.
Now nothing makes you happy and you realize the hamster wheel you’re on, but you have nothing left.
So you realize there’s no point of living anymore, every day is painful and a drag.
No one truly loves you, and you realized that more as you ascended.
The respect, admiration and love is all fake and you’re truly alone, trapped in this god forsaken world.
Fuck everything I just want to stop existing. Nothing helps anymore. There’s no hope for me.
No one actually loves me for me.