Ascended but still Autistic

[Deleted member 32410]

Years ago before ascending I was better at finding my spot on social situations as the funny sidekick guy to the group leader(s) but i also then would be an abused dog. I basically isolationmaxxed for a good while after high school to looksmax and be “born again”.

Now I’m a sophomore in college and I am treated with greater respect/IOIs by women and men who I mog, but mentally I feel I didn’t shake the autistic abused dog simp clown tendencies especially when I’m around other NTs.

I hate it when the tism spills out accidentally cause even if others don’t notice I catch it instantly. Any advice on how to behave normally?

TLDR: Ascended but still socially retarded;help please?

 

[escortcel]

Rope helps with that feeling

 

[Deleted member 32410]

nah I think I have a shot if I mask or if anyone gives some constuctive fucking advice. Not even in a delusional way.

 

[MTMM]

Years ago before ascending I was better at finding my spot on social situations as the funny sidekick guy to the group leader(s) but i also then would be an abused dog. I basically isolationmaxxed for a good while after high school to looksmax and be “born again”.

Now I’m a sophomore in college and I am treated with greater respect/IOIs by women and lowertier men, but mentally I feel I didn’t shake the autistic abused dog simp clown tendencies especially when I’m around other NTs.

I hate it when the tism spills out accidentally cause even if others don’t notice I catch it instantly. Any advice on how to behave normally?

TLDR: Ascended but still socially retarded;help please?

gaslight yourself

 

[Deleted member 25059]

or if anyone gives some constuctive fucking advice.

you are naive you expect a constructive answer from people who use this forum as social media for outcasts.

 

[deepfrieddog]

well it sounds like your biggest problem is how you see yourself. if you have already ascended, then you need to remember that less people are gonna care if you act ‘autistic’ and since you acknowledge that others don’t notice, just focus on that… just be low inhib

 

[Deleted member 32410]

Not tryna sound dumb but wtf could gaslight even mean in this context? Too lazy to search for context clues

gaslight yourself

 

[MTMM]

Not tryna sound dumb but wtf could gaslight even mean in this context? Too lazy to search for context clues

just tell yourself youre not abused dog,every girl likes you,you are tall,you are strong,you look like a chad

 

[Deleted member 32410]

you are naive you expect a constructive answer from people who use this forum as social media for outcasts.

Nah there’s mad non incels here who are just super socially underdeveloped and mentalcelled.

 

[Deleted member 32410]

i try but my trauma from being brutally bullied in my early youth and then the more subtle bullying in my ugly phase still haunts me. Cuz it’s like people don’t show me that side to them anymore but I know it’s hiding behind there fucking bs NT smiles

just tell yourself youre not abused dog,every girl likes you,you are tall,you are strong,you look like a chad

 

[Deleted member 32410]

Gotcha

 

[MTMM]

i try but my trauma from being brutally bullied in my early youth and then the more subtle bullying in my ugly phase still haunts me. Cuz it’s like people don’t show me that side to them anymore but I know it’s hiding behind there fucking bs NT smiles

you never got bullied bro it just felt like it,no one bullied you you were their best friend trust me!

 

[StuntmanMike]

I hate it.I am gl and social outcast

 

[Deleted member 32410]

you never got bullied bro it just felt like it,no one bullied you you were their best friend trust me!

 

[Deleted member 20370]

just gotta do it as much as possible somehow

 

[MTMM]

yes bro,you socialized so much and just wanted time for yourself after highschool

 

[Deleted member 32410]

I hate it.I am gl and social outcast

And it sucks more cuz if you bloomed late then the social windows are mostly closed and the brutalest pill is that you need GL PLUS Social proof

 

[Deleted member 25059]

Nah there’s mad non incels here who are just super socially underdeveloped and mentalcelled.

what have anything what i said to do with inceldom? being incel doesnt always go hand in hand with being loser


it can be seen that your whole approach is off


and i can tell why
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[MTMM]

idk what to tell you bro i was getting hard bullied all my life,i just coped me entire life until i gaslighted myself so hard that i dont care anymore

 

[Deleted member 32410]

thanks coach!

it can be seen that your whole approach is off


and i can tell why
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[Foreverbrad]

Get Lyrica.

 

[7zyzz7]

Years ago before ascending I was better at finding my spot on social situations as the funny sidekick guy to the group leader(s) but i also then would be an abused dog. I basically isolationmaxxed for a good while after high school to looksmax and be “born again”.

Is this nigga real?

 

[Deleted member 32410]

yes brah

 

[Deleted member 27987]

idk what to tell you bro i was getting hard bullied all my life,i just coped me entire life until i gaslighted myself so hard that i dont care anymore