I’ve ascended from mltn-hmtn and have a problem

[lg5293]

I no longer even want relationships. I only find joy from the gym now. All I ever think about anymore is the test cycle I’ve planned and want to start it now rather than during the winter. Should I just do it now. I no longer want a relationship or feel lustful. I’m just a 9% bodyfat mtn with a desire to roid

 

[fezgdg643534]

drop the acension

 

[lg5293]

I don’t have any before pictures bro I was deadass repulsed by my face

 

[PSL_Ascend]

Post an after picture.

 

[jf8]

I no longer even want relationships. I only find joy from the gym now. All I ever think about anymore is the test cycle I’ve planned and want to start it now rather than during the winter. Should I just do it now. I no longer want a relationship or feel lustful. I’m just a 9% bodyfat mtn with a desire to roid

take the lovepill or rot boyo

 

[lg5293]

Post an after picture.

I’m ngl I can’t risk anyone I know finding out anything. Even if it’s 1 in a billion, I’d rather not take the risk.

take the lovepill or rot boyo

im just so disgusted by how I was once treated that I can’t go back. I mentally just can’t bring myself to love anyone. I’ve got like 2 exes and a few others that I know like me. No matter how hard I try, I can’t love. I don’t feel anything. I’m so emotionally numb that I just can’t even express any emotions. Just stone faced and numb