Ascending

[Smendoza9876]

I’ve been looksmaxing for a while how and I’ve finally reached the point where I get invited by foids to do stuff. Today I was at Hershey park with my friend and 2 foids. However even tho i facially Mog my friend he has/had more success because unlike me he always could to females. Im still the wierd kid from middle school who can’t interact with women. The whole i would stare into space with my ND stare I felt like I shouldn’t have been there. Im still no where HTN but I need to keep ascending and maybe then I’ll be able to talk or maybe it’s over. I wonder if I would have been more successful with a ltb before I ascended. What makes it worse is the foids would make it worse by asking me looksmaxxing questions because it’s a trend rn and even the foids “discovered” they will never have to deal with what I did. Worst part is oxytocin was getting to me even tho it’s slop oxytocin. Im afraid no matter how much I ascend I’ll never be a good enough. Foid mom ruined it with stupid curfew anyway. Im still KHHV tho so not ascended enough

 

[polarpop]

Today I was at Hershey park with my friend

 

[polarpop]

yo were u at hershey park

 

[Smendoza9876]

Rides spiked my cortisol

 

[Smendoza9876]

You were at Hershey park

Ya why

 

[polarpop]

Ya why

i saw you i was with mario

 

[Smendoza9876]

i saw you i was with mario

Respect

 

[polarpop]

Respect

that guy keeps talking smack about you, he told me that last time he saw you, you stunk like shit

 

[Smendoza9876]

that guy keeps talking smack about you, he told me that last time he saw you, you stunk like shit

Bro what are you taking about

 

[polarpop]

Bro what are you taking about

bro mario from school

the guy with like a goatee in math

 

[Smendoza9876]

bro mario from school

the guy with like a goatee in math

Imma not in your math but ok

 

[polarpop]

Imma not in your math but ok

bro your mendozi right

 

[Smendoza9876]

bro your mendozi right

Bro no Wjat

 

[polarpop]

Bro no Wjat

mendoza

we call you mendozi

 

[Ter_gg]

Too long no one cares to read.

 

[Smendoza9876]

mendoza

we call you mendozi

No no no I did it because it’s after someone I meant on Roblox lol

 

[hidehide]

I’ve been looksmaxing for a while how and I’ve finally reached the point where I get invited by foids to do stuff. Today I was at Hershey park with my friend and 2 foids. However even tho i facially Mog my friend he has/had more success because unlike me he always could to females. Im still the wierd kid from middle school who can’t interact with women. The whole i would stare into space with my ND stare I felt like I shouldn’t have been there. Im still no where HTN but I need to keep ascending and maybe then I’ll be able to talk or maybe it’s over. I wonder if I would have been more successful with a ltb before I ascended. What makes it worse is the foids would make it worse by asking me looksmaxxing questions because it’s a trend rn and even the foids “discovered” they will never have to deal with what I did. Worst part is oxytocin was getting to me even tho it’s slop oxytocin. Im afraid no matter how much I ascend I’ll never be a good enough. Foid mom ruined it with stupid curfew anyway. Im still KHHV tho so not ascended enough

I relate to this so much lmfao the easy part is getting invited the hard part is talking to them... A bitch referred to me as a "cute npc" recently.

 

[Smendoza9876]

I relate to this so much lmfao the easy part is getting invited the hard part is talking to them... A bitch referred to me as a "cute npc" recently.

Bro it’s annoying idk how to talk to them it’s just awkward and my ltn friends do better than me

 

[hidehide]

Bro it’s annoying idk how to talk to them it’s just awkward and my ltn friends do better than me

fax and when you want advice everyone just says "be confident bro its easy"

 

[Smendoza9876]

fax and when you want advice everyone just says "be confident bro its easy"

They don’t understand I came from a sub 5 who got bullied by foids in middle school

 

[hidehide]

They don’t understand I came from a sub 5 who got bullied by foids in middle school

you might live the same life as me lol

 

[Smendoza9876]

you might live the same life as me lol

lol bro actually but for some reason I can talk to them online

 

[hidehide]

lol bro actually but for some reason I can talk to them online

thats what im saying, i think it has to do with the way the brain processes things. When you ascend your brain is still used to getting bullied and rejected. As a direct effect your brain tries to protect its self from the bullying it expects which kind of shuts down the social aspect of your brain. I think therapy is the best way to fix this and charisma max.

 

[mogdd]

Genuine TikTok knowledge bru 🫩

 

[Smendoza9876]

thats what im saying, i think it has to do with the way the brain processes things. When you ascend your brain is still used to getting bullied and rejected. As a direct effect your brain tries to protect its self from the bullying it expects which kind of shuts down the social aspect of your brain. I think therapy is the best way to fix this and charisma max.

Yes but I don’t want to go to theirspist im to lazy lol