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I'm sitting here fucking starving because I'm trying to get to 10-12% bf before my jaw fillers and etc in May...
Just wanted to say that ever since literally middleschool I've been blackpilled. My friend we'll call him "Leo" ascended in middle school by fixing his shitty autistic haircut, leanmaxxing from 35% bf to 12%. Underneath all that adipose tissue and hair he had the features of a MM. Hunter eyes, insane zygos, good coloring (blonde blue eyes), everything. At same time he overcame a learning disability and joined the football team. I was lucky enough to look good enough in my youth to attract some cute girls by classclownmaxxing, but I was too autistic to do anything with their attention until college. His results eclipsed mine despite doing nothing but being NT
Soon, women were all over this guy, calling him pretty, basically asking him out etc. especially into high school and he started fucking one of the hottest girls in our HS school at the time. They started dating of course... In college he was known in greek life to be one of the hot guys, and girls were all plotting on how to fuck him etc. even though he barely talked to them. Another PSL7+ chick locked him down for years without him even trying. We were both into PUA but I knew looks mattered a lot. I would do 10x more approaches than him and get no results, while he got approached as much as he approached. He would go out and get laid probably 50% of the nights where he was trying, with girls 2 points hotter. On New Years eve one year it was 8 of us normies/incels.. nobody had a date or New Years kiss.. and a PSL7 girl ran up to him at midnight and jumped into his arms and made out with him. It got to the point where none of us ethnic puas or normie frat guys would even go out with this guy cause it was too aggravating.
At some point I got race pilled and realized white guys that looked as good as me, in the same shape etc, were getting girls that I would settle for while I struggled to go on dates with them. I actually didn't even realize this was an issue until after doing 1000+ cold approaches. And even though I found out, I ended up doing thousands more anyways. So you bitches complaining about 30 approaches and being rejected need to do more honestly, I had to do 300 to get one lay on average
In high school I watched multiple seasons of the Nip/Tuck plastic surgery TV show, and in sophomore/junior year of college I was contacting Korean plastic surgeons because I saw before/after vids on Youtube and I'm Asian, but none of them had any specific suggestions for me whatsoever, and could barely speak English. I sort of gave up because they were making suggestions that didn't make much sense to me and couldn't understand their replies half the time. Also my BF by this point was too high too. Despite this, I had already gotten LASIK, braces, fixed my acne in middle/high school, gynecomastia surgery at age 20-21, experimented with colored contacts, dyed my hair once, and gymcelled 5x a week.
Tinder has been one of the worst blackpills for me. I try it like twice a year since 2012, every time I get new photos or I think of a new way to go about things. I even hired multiple Pua coaches to login as me, fraud my pics with photoshop, and they never get anything. One of them was severely blackpilled by my results, he thought it was his game but he found out it was his looks the whole time. He actually quit coaching soon after and created a different business. Each time I use online dating, this humbles me and crushes my self esteem. Its extremely depressing. The best profile I've ever had was when I had pics of me with a bunch of models doing crazy shit in LA, like at mega mansion and in exotic cars and stuff. Had 500 matches but all were like PSL4 and the PSL6+ wouldn't respond. They were curiosity matches - ended up going on 0 dates. I just put a bunch of photos on photofeeler a few days ago, got one rated all 8.5+ and put it on Tinder/Bumble. Tinder I got a bunch of land whales, uggos, and a few trannies and a guy. On bumble I swiped through every person in my city and got one fat girl. (I should note if I was cool with my looksmatch I would be fine, but I want stacy only)
At age 23 or so, I was fat from being lazy... all the money I was betabuxxing Stacies with ruined my motivation to look good, so I got 35k worth of liposuction in 6-7 different areas thinking it would cure my obese look and ascend me, but now I know this is only possible through leanmaxxing as they can only remove the layer of subcutaneous fat, which is not sufficient to make a big difference when your bf is above 30%. Got this done in Beverly Hills at overpriced place where they slightly botched it. Don't regret, but I know now that $3k of fillers will do more for me than this. Plus side is I'll see my abs at 12-15% instead of 10% and my proportions will forever be better. I did submental (chin/jaw area lipo) so it has helped my face the past years and will make my jaw fillers more noticeable when I do get them
My last hope is to get to 12% bf (I have prob never been this lean in my life), get jaw fillers, and go on steroids (only if the first 2 things dont work). If this doesnt work I will just give myself permission to be beta, and understand that no PSL7+ woman is going to feel sexually attracted to me unless she is mentally ill etc. it's hard but thats why im fucking starving right now. I've lost over 50 pounds already btw, so this time is legit
Just wanted to say that ever since literally middleschool I've been blackpilled. My friend we'll call him "Leo" ascended in middle school by fixing his shitty autistic haircut, leanmaxxing from 35% bf to 12%. Underneath all that adipose tissue and hair he had the features of a MM. Hunter eyes, insane zygos, good coloring (blonde blue eyes), everything. At same time he overcame a learning disability and joined the football team. I was lucky enough to look good enough in my youth to attract some cute girls by classclownmaxxing, but I was too autistic to do anything with their attention until college. His results eclipsed mine despite doing nothing but being NT
Soon, women were all over this guy, calling him pretty, basically asking him out etc. especially into high school and he started fucking one of the hottest girls in our HS school at the time. They started dating of course... In college he was known in greek life to be one of the hot guys, and girls were all plotting on how to fuck him etc. even though he barely talked to them. Another PSL7+ chick locked him down for years without him even trying. We were both into PUA but I knew looks mattered a lot. I would do 10x more approaches than him and get no results, while he got approached as much as he approached. He would go out and get laid probably 50% of the nights where he was trying, with girls 2 points hotter. On New Years eve one year it was 8 of us normies/incels.. nobody had a date or New Years kiss.. and a PSL7 girl ran up to him at midnight and jumped into his arms and made out with him. It got to the point where none of us ethnic puas or normie frat guys would even go out with this guy cause it was too aggravating.
At some point I got race pilled and realized white guys that looked as good as me, in the same shape etc, were getting girls that I would settle for while I struggled to go on dates with them. I actually didn't even realize this was an issue until after doing 1000+ cold approaches. And even though I found out, I ended up doing thousands more anyways. So you bitches complaining about 30 approaches and being rejected need to do more honestly, I had to do 300 to get one lay on average
In high school I watched multiple seasons of the Nip/Tuck plastic surgery TV show, and in sophomore/junior year of college I was contacting Korean plastic surgeons because I saw before/after vids on Youtube and I'm Asian, but none of them had any specific suggestions for me whatsoever, and could barely speak English. I sort of gave up because they were making suggestions that didn't make much sense to me and couldn't understand their replies half the time. Also my BF by this point was too high too. Despite this, I had already gotten LASIK, braces, fixed my acne in middle/high school, gynecomastia surgery at age 20-21, experimented with colored contacts, dyed my hair once, and gymcelled 5x a week.
Tinder has been one of the worst blackpills for me. I try it like twice a year since 2012, every time I get new photos or I think of a new way to go about things. I even hired multiple Pua coaches to login as me, fraud my pics with photoshop, and they never get anything. One of them was severely blackpilled by my results, he thought it was his game but he found out it was his looks the whole time. He actually quit coaching soon after and created a different business. Each time I use online dating, this humbles me and crushes my self esteem. Its extremely depressing. The best profile I've ever had was when I had pics of me with a bunch of models doing crazy shit in LA, like at mega mansion and in exotic cars and stuff. Had 500 matches but all were like PSL4 and the PSL6+ wouldn't respond. They were curiosity matches - ended up going on 0 dates. I just put a bunch of photos on photofeeler a few days ago, got one rated all 8.5+ and put it on Tinder/Bumble. Tinder I got a bunch of land whales, uggos, and a few trannies and a guy. On bumble I swiped through every person in my city and got one fat girl. (I should note if I was cool with my looksmatch I would be fine, but I want stacy only)
At age 23 or so, I was fat from being lazy... all the money I was betabuxxing Stacies with ruined my motivation to look good, so I got 35k worth of liposuction in 6-7 different areas thinking it would cure my obese look and ascend me, but now I know this is only possible through leanmaxxing as they can only remove the layer of subcutaneous fat, which is not sufficient to make a big difference when your bf is above 30%. Got this done in Beverly Hills at overpriced place where they slightly botched it. Don't regret, but I know now that $3k of fillers will do more for me than this. Plus side is I'll see my abs at 12-15% instead of 10% and my proportions will forever be better. I did submental (chin/jaw area lipo) so it has helped my face the past years and will make my jaw fillers more noticeable when I do get them
My last hope is to get to 12% bf (I have prob never been this lean in my life), get jaw fillers, and go on steroids (only if the first 2 things dont work). If this doesnt work I will just give myself permission to be beta, and understand that no PSL7+ woman is going to feel sexually attracted to me unless she is mentally ill etc. it's hard but thats why im fucking starving right now. I've lost over 50 pounds already btw, so this time is legit
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