optimisticzoomer
Salutations my children
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yes and he is about to blow up
Semen wasters be like
I have been retaining for about 19 monthsIstg I have been retaining for 5 years now with like 2 / 3 times relapsing
I’m going nuts, I can’t fucking hold it anymore, sometimes I get thoughts of groping females, fuck man idk it’s so hard
Women are so fucking sexy creatures, I want to them into submission and to spank them with a paddle fml man
But a beautiful lady stroking your penis to make you cum while staring into her eyes is unearthly experience…I have been retaining for about 19 months
I am always honest tho and have slipped from my monk-like state in recent months and looked at porn on and off. For a couple of weeks after losing my job, then none for like 6 weeks, then some more. I haven’t busted because I hate the feeling during and after, as well as advocating for SR. Tbh I haven’t really had too much of an urge to bust
I miss the peace from being completely monkmaxxed tho
Literally no interest in anything sexual for over a year. Was planning on remaining celibate and not masturbating for life
Now my sex drive is unfortunately back. I blame it partly on looking at porn out of boredom/annoyance after losing my job. I still find it kind of disgusting tho cos I just imagine these women doing rancid shits and farts (the reality), so I have three states: thinking of wanting sexual relations (but having monkmaxxing in the back of my mind); thinking about sexual relations but being repulsed by the reality; and being in a monk-like state, where I have no interest in sexual activity, which is less common now than before, but still at times
Having sex isn’t monkmaxxingBut a beautiful lady stroking your penis to make you cum while staring into her eyes is unearthly experience…
You can still monkmaxx by eliminating porn and masturbation but you can also satisfy your instincts by the right approach in which getting a GF
They shit, fart and also get menstrual cycle, they wake up with morning breath it is ok we are humans, for that you need to get a little kinky to overcome this repulsion
R u gonna pay for it? Escort?Having sex isn’t monkmaxxing
At this point I am open to experimenting, as a 23 year old virgin, and putting a hiatus on monkmaxxing
After all, more experiences makes you wiser
I don’t really see escorts as any worse than other sex, but probably not, because atm I’m more at a “if the opportunity arises, I might take it” stage, rather than thinking I need to do it or that I shouldn’t do itR u gonna pay for it? Escort?