Asian with white parents

[๕ඞChick3ncu1ry]

it happens

 

[我需要阴部]

I found it kind of funny but I lowkey want to rant.

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

 

[UltimateCoper.]

I found it kind of funny but I lowkey want to rant.

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

Rope already nigga,
Except if your htn/cl/c

 

[๕ඞChick3ncu1ry]

I found it kind of funny but I lowkey want to rant.

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

She likes jap people but hate culture?


She prob not goodlooking?

 

[smartstyle]

I found it kind of funny but I lowkey want to rant.

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

You probs look kind of like me.

 

[我需要阴部]

She likes jap people but hate culture?


She prob not goodlooking?

She's quiet attractive in high school a lot of dudes would hit on her (but every mum says that apparently). Idk sometimes she praises Japan and how it's a complete utopia and then in a day she turns around saying how Japanese people suck how they are too much of pushovers, and that the country is failing it's one or the other. Growing up me and my dad would joke about if she's proud to be Japanese or shameful that day

 

[๕ඞChick3ncu1ry]

She's quiet attractive in high school a lot of dudes would hit on her (but every mum says that apparently). Idk sometimes she praises Japan and how it's a complete utopia and then in a day she turns around saying how Japanese people suck how they are too much of pushovers, and that the country is failing it's one or the other. Growing up me and my dad would joke about if she's proud to be Japanese or shameful that day

When she says japanese sucks, ahich part she means specifically?


Like judgemental perhaps?

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

I found it kind of funny but I lowkey want to rant.

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

What is your dads country

 

[Deleted member 99987]

I found it kind of funny but I lowkey want to rant.

So you guys are aware I am mixed half jap half middle eastern. Honestly I hate my life growing up it was awful. My mother (Japanese) is a narcissistic bitch who has issues with everything. She has this weird love hate relationship with her ethnicity and often switches between loving japan and japanese people to hating the culture and this affected me severely. I had so many issues. My parents were already settled before they had me in a western country and but they were still immigrants from a different culture.

I remember always being the odd one out since I was the only ethnic aside from a few indians, I was always alone once I matured I struggled to socialise I would be weirdly clingy but also distant at the same time. I remember I scratched the fuck out of this kid who wanted to sit next to me but deep down I wanted to be his friend. It was even worse because my dad was also from another culture imagine growing up like this exposed to different ways of life.

Even to this day I still have no fucking idea where I belong. I am not white so I dont fit in with the aussies. I am not full japanese so I dont fit in with japanese, I am not full middle eastern (not even muslim) so I dont fit with them. I have no friends or identity. I have one bestie whose parents are indian but he was born here in Australia and 2 other Australian born chinese.

I can't stand this my constant mood swings (I was diagnosed with bipolar) I hate my fucking life.

What ethnicity do you look?

 

[Monarchy]

Rope already nigga,
Except if your htn/cl/c

Weirdo

 

[我需要阴部]

When she says japanese sucks, ahich part she means specifically?


Like judgemental perhaps?

How the country is run, the people falling birth rates ect

 

[我需要阴部]

What ethnicity do you look?

I look mixed

 

[Monarchy]

How the country is run, the people falling birth rates ect

I look mixed

do u live in Japan?

 

[JeanneDArcAlter]

What is your dads country

I look mixed

 

[我需要阴部]

do u live in Japan?

No australia