Aspie trait

[Deleted member 17791]

You thought you were a psychopath when you first learnt about it.

 

[Deleted member 9670]

No that's a narcy trait

 

[Deleted member 16853]

I did think I was at one point, When one of my family members died, I didn't feel a thing, I was just like "People die eventually" so that must mean im crazy and emotionless right? Nah looks like its just autism

 

[Deleted member 17791]

No that's a narcy trait

Both, Autists have trouble understanding other people so they and others can sometimes mistake that with a lack of empathy.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I did think I was at one point, When one of my family members died, I didn't feel a thing, I was just like "People die eventually" so that must mean im crazy and emotionless right? Nah looks like its just autism

I had a similar experience. It's weird that most people are so different from me.

 

[Deleted member 13787]

faggot

 

[Deleted member 17525]

I did think I was at one point, When one of my family members died, I didn't feel a thing, I was just like "People die eventually" so that must mean im crazy and emotionless right? Nah looks like its just autism

Nah, most people just pretend that they care, you are just being real with yourself

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Nah, most people just pretend that they care, you are just being real with yourself

Woah, you think most people don't give a shit?

 

[Deleted member 17525]

Woah, you think most people don't give a shit?

Yea, did you notice how everyone forgets the dead in like a month or so?

 

[Deleted member 19551]

I did think I was at one point, When one of my family members died, I didn't feel a thing, I was just like "People die eventually" so that must mean im crazy and emotionless right? Nah looks like its just autism

Close family died or distant relative? My cousin died getting electrocuted and my mom and dad both cried but I didn't feel a single thing despite hanging out with him more than they did. He was blue eyed Chadlite charismatic mogger, may he rest in shit inshallah

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Yea, did you notice how everyone forgets the dead in like a month or so?

Yeah, people just stop caring after a little while.

 

[Deleted member 16853]

Close family died or distant relative? My cousin died getting electrocuted and my mom and dad both cried but I didn't feel a single thing despite hanging out with him more than they did. He was blue eyed Chadlite charismatic mogger, may he rest in shit inshallah

Nah, you might be a psychopath, Even I'd be sad if my friend died

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Close family died or distant relative? My cousin died getting electrocuted and my mom and dad both cried but I didn't feel a single thing despite hanging out with him more than they did. He was blue eyed Chadlite charismatic mogger, may he rest in shit inshallah

"Rest in shit bozo"
GypsyEyes

 

[Matthias8272]

I did this with bipolar

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I did this with bipolar

I think every mentally ill person wants to be a psychopath and not some schizo.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

Nah, you might be a psychopath, Even I'd be sad if my friend died

He was my cousin. We were acquainted, not super close. We have a penthouse in my home country and lived near our relatives so we had a lot of gatherings. Our house had up to 90ish people at a time, so I saw him a lot and we played soccer when we were young teens. He was arrogant, 0 inhibition, bullied my fat older brother all the time (which is okay by me, my brother is a piece of shit) because he was one of the few actually Nordic looking people in that shitskin village that also simultaneously looked good. I mog him now, but lacking blue eyes is still a thorn in my ass.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

He was my cousin. We were acquainted, not super close. We have a penthouse in my home country and lived near our relatives so we had a lot of gatherings. Our house had up to 90ish people at a time, so I saw him a lot and we played soccer when we were young teens. He was arrogant, 0 inhibition, bullied my fat older brother all the time (which is okay by me, my brother is a piece of shit) because he was one of the few actually Nordic looking people in that shitskin village that also simultaneously looked good. I mog him now, but lacking blue eyes is still a thorn in my ass.

You're a fucking psycho.

 

[Matthias8272]

I think every mentally ill person wants to be a psychopath and not some schizo.

I didn't want to be anything except a happy guy

 

[Matthias8272]

I had some guy in my school die in a car crash who disrepescted me one time and I was a very happy boy..

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I didn't want to be anything except a happy guy

Cool look tbh. Imagine looking like him.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

I had some guy in my school die in a car crash who disrepescted me one time and I was a very happy boy..

I think most people would celebrate the death of people they disliked. I think people only really empathise with those they like.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

Nah, you might be a psychopath, Even I'd be sad if my friend died

Anyway, I'm severely narcissistic with ADHD and unmedicated BPD. I don't THINK I have antisocial personality disorder (psychopathy sociopathy etc) since I don't have low empathy for everyone, just a select few. Which doesn't mean anything BTW, you can be a shitty ruthless person without satisfying the DSM arbitrary psychiatry symptoms. Those exist because people with diagnosable conditions usually have noticeable patterns in behavior

@8PSLcel

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Anyway, I'm severely narcissistic with ADHD and unmedicated BPD. I don't THINK I have antisocial personality disorder (psychopathy sociopathy etc) since I don't have low empathy for everyone, just a select few. Which doesn't mean anything BTW, you can be a shitty ruthless person without satisfying the DSM arbitrary psychiatry symptoms. Those exist because people with diagnosable conditions usually have noticeable patterns in behavior

@8PSLcel

What's it like having BPD?

 

[Deleted member 19551]

What's it like having BPD?

Complete dog shit.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Complete dog shit.

Damn, sad to hear. Why not medicate it? Dont like the side effects?

 

[Deleted member 19551]

Damn, sad to hear. Why not medicate it? Dont like the side effects?

Medication for mental illnesses in general is a joke. They treat symptoms and not the cause (a combination of genetics and traumatic childhood experiences that wired your brain during a period of neuroplasticity). If it doesn't completely assassinate your dick (SSRIs literally turned my dick into a a decapitated chunk of flesh), it will make you sleep 12 hours (anti psychotics). Some make you lose hair, gain weight, give you acne, ans just genuinely turn you into a docile zombie with no sentience. I was on a fat stack of tegretol, antipsych and SSRI and even though my mood was regulated, I felt like an entirely different person. Sort of sent me into a trance of agreeableness and stagnation. Just made me feel numb as fuck. I watched brutal gore, rape, scat, animal torture for hours without feeling a single hint of emotion. It was horrible.


Now I'm just on Ritalin, wellbutrin and caffeine. They aggravate some of my BPD traits but I don't give a shit. It's just a part of my personality and there's nothing I can do about it. It's fine for the most part unless I get a trigger. It's utter shit though. Sometimes I would spend uninterrupted hours thinking the most horrible things about one of my siblings after an argument with them. I would think about every bad thing they ever did to me, how much I want them to know how much I resent them, and I would fantasize about them dying/being in horrible situations that set them back in life. And those thoughts wouldn't go away until they either suck my dick and plead to me for forgiveness (after that, all of these thoughts would vanish) or I don't see them for a long time.

 

[ALP]

Nah, most people just pretend that they care, you are just being real with yourself

Based.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Medication for mental illnesses in general is a joke. They treat symptoms and not the cause (a combination of genetics and traumatic childhood experiences that wired your brain during a period of neuroplasticity). If it doesn't completely assassinate your dick (SSRIs literally turned my dick into a a decapitated chunk of flesh), it will make you sleep 12 hours (anti psychotics). Some make you lose hair, gain weight, give you acne, ans just genuinely turn you into a docile zombie with no sentience. I was on a fat stack of tegretol, antipsych and SSRI and even though my mood was regulated, I felt like an entirely different person. Sort of sent me into a trance of agreeableness and stagnation. Just made me feel numb as fuck. I watched brutal gore, rape, scat, animal torture for hours without feeling a single hint of emotion. It was horrible.


Now I'm just on Ritalin, wellbutrin and caffeine. They aggravate some of my BPD traits but I don't give a shit. It's just a part of my personality and there's nothing I can do about it. It's fine for the most part unless I get a trigger. It's utter shit though. Sometimes I would spend uninterrupted hours thinking the most horrible things about one of my siblings after an argument with them. I would think about every bad thing they ever did to me, how much I want them to know how much I resent them, and I would fantasize about them dying/being in horrible situations that set them back in life. And those thoughts wouldn't go away until they either suck my dick and plead to me for forgiveness (after that, all of these thoughts would vanish) or I don't see them for a long time.

I usually think of all the wrong things someone has done to me when they piss me off.

 

[Deleted member 19551]

I usually think of all the wrong things someone has done to me when they piss me off.

Yeah, try having these thoughts intrusively, chronically, for hours everytime someone wrongs you. I have regular fantasies of murder (not trying to be edgy), and extreme catastrophization of any problem. And what's fucked up is that I regularly fantasize about hurting some family members (dad and brother, namely). I haven't spoken to my brother in 2 years, and I'm using my dad until I graduate. To be fair to me, they're both garbage human beings, but my response to them being shit people is a TON of gratuitous stress/hatred.

 

[Deleted member 17791]

Yeah, try having these thoughts intrusively, chronically, for hours everytime someone wrongs you. I have regular fantasies of murder (not trying to be edgy), and extreme catastrophization of any problem. And what's fucked up is that I regularly fantasize about hurting some family members (dad and brother, namely). I haven't spoken to my brother in 2 years, and I'm using my dad until I graduate. To be fair to me, they're both garbage human beings, but my response to them being shit people is a TON of gratuitous stress/hatred.

Sounds like shit having that. Is it hard to control yourself or do you have a good hang of it?

 

[isis_Bleach]

I did think I was at one point, When one of my family members died, I didn't feel a thing, I was just like "People die eventually" so that must mean im crazy and emotionless right? Nah looks like its just autism

Maybe u didn’t care cause u weren’t close and didn’t get any joy from them
I didn’t care when my granddad died I never really cared about him but when my dog died it suckedor if my friend died

 

[Deleted member 16853]

Maybe u didn’t care cause u weren’t close and didn’t get any joy from them
I didn’t care when my granddad died I never really cared about him but when my dog died it suckedor if my friend died

I was't that close, Im not with most of my family members

 

[Deleted member 19036]

being apathic is nothing bad in todays age (2022) ppl are evil, how can you be caring for them while they wouldn't even come to your funeral