At 20 my life is completely fucking over

[suicidemonkey]

It isn't really over at all to be honest, it's just brutal that I was brought up in such a well-off family with so much potential and yet I still had a miserable adolescence.

I feel like I've lived enough that my first 20 years on this planet will represent a mental scar, simply because I didn't do shit at all.

I don't know how someone can fuck up so much, I feel like a biological science experiment where somebody attempted to intentionally create the most incompetent human being ever.

 

[Snicket]

It isn't really over at all to be honest, it's just brutal that I was brought up in such a well-off family with so much potential and yet I still had a miserable adolescence.

I feel like I've lived enough that my first 20 years on this planet will represent a mental scar, simply because I didn't do shit at all.

I don't know how someone can fuck up so much, I feel like a biological science experiment where somebody attempted to intentionally create the most incompetent human being ever.

20 year old from an affluent background and his life is already over.

 

[Franco.]

be a man

 

[cytoplasm]

20 is nothing

 

[AlexBrown84]

back in the victorian british golden age, disillusioned aristocratic bachelors would go geomax to asia

do that lil bro

 

[MANLETprettyBOY]

Should've mewed bro

 

[celcelcelcelcelcel]

This is me Rn 20 no gf ever , ugly and sad in college depressed nd

 

[suicidemonkey]

20 is nothing

What kind of crisis is it when you've over-thought every possible that thing you could do right to the point where the thought of improvement in of itself becomes overwhelming?

Just this state of mental paralysis, I've been wasting hours in my bed everyday and I don't even know why half the time.

 

[Gengar]

Trust me kid, you're doing a far better job than me.

 

[Gengar]

This is me Rn 20 no gf ever , ugly and sad in college depressed nd

Lifemogging me.

 

[suicidemonkey]

Trust me kid, you're doing a far better job than me.

I wish that somebody could say this to my face in real life.

My problem is self-sabotage, it's like I get a kick out of making the worst possible decisions sometimes.

I can think about a lot of things I don't like about myself, stuff that's very hard to change.

 

[Gengar]

I wish that somebody could say this to my face in real life.

My problem is self-sabotage, it's like I get a kick out of making the worst possible decisions sometimes.

I can think about a lot of things I don't like about myself, stuff that's very hard to change.

You’re pretty dang far away from me so unfortunately I can’t tell it to you irl.

But yeah, if your problem is self-sabotage then it’s gg. I’m exactly the same way.

Now I’m a 29 year old dateless KHHV who doesn’t have a job and is a college dropout.

 

[acm]

Now I’m a 29 year old dateless KHHV who doesn’t have a job and is a college dropout

atleast you're a mod on mens self improvement forum looksmax.org am I right??

 

[Gengar]

atleast you're a mod on mens self improvement forum looksmax.org am I right??

Indeed.